PEN IT DOWN

t.t

2006-08-25T23:03:00.000-07:00

Got anything we online then say!

SGYC

2006-08-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to say, this is not what i want also. It's not that i don't want to go with you all, but sometimes i will feel very left out! Maybe it's my fault because i seldom go find you all, so i have nothing to blame. But try going out with people when you feel left out, how would you feel?

Aiya, i also dont know how to say! I just feel that i can't fit in to you all understand? I can't spend much time with you all because of my social circle. It's not that you all are not important. But somethings, you all just won't understand. I'm often stuck in the middle.

Everytime if something happened, either i'm the last to know all i don't know at all. And i feel that you all don't understand me & i don't understand you all too. Sometimes when you all shouted at me when you're unhappy or irritated, i don't mind. Maybe it's my fault or what?! but i also have feeling, i hate being shouted at too.

Ah i miss times we spent together, especially at Pulau ubin but what can i do? I said that i wanna spend more time together with you all after you all came back, but instead, i feel that we are drifting more further apart.

And i have realised what i love & like, you all don't like. I like to play sports after school & jump around play, but yet you all don't. I tried my best to go with you all but to no avail. You all don't like to sweat but i do love! There's like sooo much difference between us, how am i going to fit in?

But i really don't want us to break apart, understand? Because i really treasure the bond within us & our times spent together. I also feel very bad & upset about it. I want us to last forever )': That's why i don't have the courage to tell you all how i feel.

It don't feel good to be left out & keep silence most of the time during the trip.

<3

Sisters, we'll always be as time goes by
Sisters, we travel on hand in hand, we face the world
The best of times, these days we spend together
Laughing in the sun, we hold our dreams up high
Sisters one day, forever sisters...

Hope you all understand me & what i'm trying to say!

Bukit Timah Hill Hike<3

2006-08-22T08:48:00.000-07:00

I've decided to blog a little bit today, ah i can't live without blogging! I'm super idiotic tired :/ 5 stations Napfa test, i didn't do well though, not up to what i expect. I couldn't run my shuttle run after straining my muscle too much during Sit & reach i think! Had muscle cramps & had to postpone my final station, gahgahgah :/ 26 inclined pull ups, 47cm for Sit & reach, 184cm for Standing broad jump, 71 sits up/min :'(

I think i hurt my knee & back for Bukit Timah Hill Hike today! I can't move my back or bend it. My knee is very very very pain )': But i had fun, loveeeees Bukit Timah Hill Hike<3 Ah, except that we nearly got pumped by Sir, & we had to singggggg "Xiao Wei" so loudly! I love the spirit when everyone sings together on the bus :D It's sooo united though some didn't sing. The hike wasn't that tedious but is much after the hike, you'll feel the tiredness sooner or later. I'm in love with sports manymanymany :D

Blog retention!

2006-08-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

/Edited.

I don't wanna blog for the time being. I'm soooo moody & emo. I can't get high at this very moment. I can't be happy. Let me calm down & settle everything first :S

I've already given up so manymanymany things in my life. I don't wanna have more regrets :[

When i typed out everything in the conversation
Tears rolled down my cheeks )':

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Super angry today! I understand why people like to spread rumours & soooooo. Wtf, say i like __ & __?! Those people should know themselves okays. especially pple from __. Walao, i feel so irritated by them canz! It's like not the first time already, previous time also like that :/

I don't understand why. If giving chocolates means i like him, oh then i gave chocolates to sooo many people like Wan Ying, Xin Yee, Ai Hua, Chien Siew, Demas, Chun Yueh?! So it means i like them la, crazy pple. Never use brain to think one, if you all want chocolates i also can give you all (if you dare to ask from me).

Playing together doesn't mean i like him okays?! Human don't use brain to think is it? Or are they not human, stupid. If you all want say, say in front of me la! Don't behind my back talk so much :S Then in front of me act as if you know nothing, it's not funny at all. The next one who come & ask me or say i like __ & __, i'll definitely give you one tight slap on your face!

I'm disappointed in your actions & everything. You scolded me, actually i don't know whether you all mean it anot but i hope it's just a joke. But please, can you all spare a thought for me anot? Think about how i will feel. I've already endure for a long time. I hope you all can understand my situation :S Sometimes i really do feel left out. Yeah, i know it's partly my fault bcus i hardly spend time with you all. But this is not what i want. I'm trying my very best now to spend more time with you all :\ You all just doesn't know how i feel :S I'm always the last to know everything about you all. I don't even know whether i'm one of you all anot. Seriously, if you all not happy or feeling frustrated, i can let you all scream or shout at, but that doesn't mean i don't have my own feelings right. I'm just letting you all to scold to make you all feel much more happier. It seems like now i don't know how to get along with you all anymore )': What everything you all is always right, mine is always wrong. I feel so inferior with you all. I only hope that you all can support me in whatever i do, but instead i received discouraging comments. Though i know you all are just straightforward, but i do need encouragements too. I need people to stand by my side. Others may choose not to, but not for you all. Yeah, i can never win you all in fighting, quarrelling & blahblahblah :\ I feel so useless. I wanted to tell you all about my problems, but none of you seems interested to know. Or maybe in your heart, mine are just stupid problems which can be solved easily.

I'm gonna break down soon :S I wanna find my own happiness, somewhere i don't feel inferior, somewhere i feel great & greatly loved :D I hate being despised & look down on. I'll work hard & prove to everyone that i can do it. I'll make you all regret for what you guys've done.

Emotion breakdown soon )':)':)':

Spare a thought for me, pleaseeeee! :S

2006-08-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

Damn, i'm super angry with Mr. Don't-think-you-are-a-tcher-i'm- afraid-of you! He's forever picking on me & disliking me :/ Dumb him. He was angry with us for playing in class & makin' a fool of ourselves during class. I think my group was the one who made him angry though. He stared at us fiercely after our presentation by Chien Siew & Shi Yuan! Oh please, he thought we were playing.

Okays, i'm having tessellation workshop nw (: Boring workshop. Hexagon, pentagon, triangles?! Ah okayz, i shall listen to what Ms Sharon say! Ah i shall blog tonight -Gees! :D

Happy Birthday, Glynis :D

2006-08-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

Okays, I want to change my style of blogging. I want to be a normal person, an ordinary student :D Ah, i don't want special style, special thing. Normal & ordinary is enough for me. I'm like soooo tired of everything :
I'm starting to rush on my IPW project. I've been neglecting it for like weeks & i'll have to present soon! Rushing everything now & hopefully we can do a pretty job :D Thanks __ for helping, though we took sucha long time to persuade you (:

I won't be doing blogskins for period of time. I've just submitted a few simple ones yesterday, really simple i guess :\ I think simplicity is still the best. I'll be concentrating on my studies alot alot alot now, hope it's not too late too.

& I love my friends alot! Many many many hugs :D Sigenyecao, Netball girls, Sicaoxyz & Eelynn, Demas, Kai Jun, Kian Hwee & Dumbo, Feng(You girls are not forgotten, you're still in my heart) & all. I want to spend more time playing with them :D They make me smile & brighten up my day! -Beams :D

Gahgahgah, i shall get going. I'm clearing the homeworks i owed many teachers now(:

2006-08-19T12:31:00.000-07:00

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SICAOXYZ, thank you :]

勇气

终于做了这个决定别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语只要你一个眼神肯定
我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心
你的真心如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

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Tag Replies :D

Anna/Elephant: Yayyyye, you told other pple that you're an elephant! Manymanymany loves (: We're meeting up soon!

Monkey: Hmmmmm, shhhhh! Don't tell other pple she's fat!

Gi: Aha, i don't suck now(: Thank you for encouraging me & finally you've tagged me. How miracle canz? I'm not sad anymore :D

Wan Ying: Ah finally you are back, you know how much i miss you all? *BIGGGG BIGGG HUGS!*

Candice: Aha, okayz(: I shall go view it!

Vivien: Okayz, there's one now! Vivien(:

Glynis: I'm sorry girll. Gahgahgah! Don't be sad okayz, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY! :]]

Anonymous: Nah, it's slow for me alr!

Lynn: Yeahyeah, i do enjoy hanging out with you all too, so much fun(: After your exams, we must play again okayz? Even now, we can still hang out or play together & eat ban mian! Good lucks for your exams, study hard! :D Muacks!

Jun Jie: Hahaz, yeah! The most memorable one, we are all wet! & singing "yong qi" @ the courtyard! We shall play basketball together next time! :D NUMBER 9!

Chub: Ha, i love both(: But prefer dark ones.

Grace: Yeah, finally they are back. Ha, yeah i miss them raelly alot, they're my loved ones. & i'm happy that they're fine!

Zheng Yang/ Yu Ming: The correct version is on my post! Go memorise hard! :D:D Funny eh, you all go type out, hahahahas :]]

Goon: It doesn't matter is who accompany who, as long as you are not gu dan anymore okays?

Cammy: Ha, you may use it. I think i'll be changing mine soon :D

<3>

2006-08-19T01:33:00.000-07:00

100 things about me

1. Name: Phyllis
2. Middle Name: Errrr, what's that?
3. Location: West of S'pore, Choa Chu Kang
4. Place of Birth: Singapore
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Bus: Do I have one?
9. Occupation: Student
10. Initials: PNK ):
11. Screen Name: Phyl/ Phyllis

Your Appearance :

12. Hair Color : Black & abit brown :D
13. Hair Length: Shoulder length
15. Best Feature: I don't know!
16. Height: 164 cm
18. Glasses: Errrr, black & red!
19. Shoe size: 4 or 5
20. Weight: Shhhh, it's a secret!

Your Firsts

22. First best friend: T_T
23. First Award: Forgot :X
24. First Sport You Joined: Athletics
25. First thing you did today: Jump out from bed!
26: First thing you ate today: Kit-kat!
27. First thing you said today: Where's my lunch?
28. First Love: Hmmmm, someone in K2?

Favorites

29. Movie: Alot alot alot :]
30. TV Show: There's really alot!
31. Color: Red, Green, Orange, Black & White
32. Rock Band: None
33. Place to get groceries: Giant, Sheng Siong, Shop & Save
34. Food: Chocolates
35. Season: Summer & Winter
36. Candy: Like?!
37. Sport: Netball, Basketball & Running [:
38. Restaurant: ALOT :]
42. Animal: T_T
43. Book: I don't like reading books, rahhhhh!
44. Magazine: Teenage, Seventeen, Teens, I-weekly!

Currently

45. Doing before you started this survey: Doing class blogskin
46. Thinking: I don't want to talk to __
47. Wearing: Blue shirt, FBT
48. Crying bout: I never cry!!
49. Eating: Instant noodles, yumyumyum :]
50. Drinking: Water
51. Typing: This thing.
53. Listening To: Ni Na Me Ai Ta
54. Thinking about: :D:D:D
55. Wanting: PLAY !!
56. Watching: My Computer Screen

Future

57. Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Shopping!
58. Kids: Yups!
59. Want to be Married: Definitely, wedding gowns :]
60. Career in Mind: Police, councillor?

Which is Better with the Opposite Sex

63. Hair color: Anything, natural colour will be better!
64. Hair length: Short
65. Eye color: Brown or black
66. Measuremnts: At least 5cm taller than me :]
67. Cute or sexy: Cute is enough :D
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Both :D:D
70. Short or Tall: Tall?
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: BOTH :D
73. Good or Bad: Good?!?
74. Sensitive or spontaneous: Spontaneous
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Nah!

Have You Ever

78. Kissed a Stranger: What do you think?
79. Had surgery: Nah.
80. Gone commando: ?!?
81. Ran Away From Home: Once, trying to..
82. Broken a bone: T_T
83. Got an X-ray: Nope
84. Been on a cruise: Yup
85. Got a car accident: What do you think?
86. Dumped someone: Yeah..
87. Cried When Someone Died: YEAH
88. Cried At School: Yes! Embarressment.

Do You Believe In

89. God: Don't know
90. Miracles: Yeah..
91. Love at First Sight: Maybe?
92. Ghosts: OMGGGGG
93: Aliens: Noooooo
94. Soul Mates: Yups
95. Heaven: I do, I do.
96. Hell: Errrrr
97. Answered prayers: Nooooo
98. Kissing on The First Date: Nope
99. Horoscopes: Sometimes :]

Answer Truthfully

100. Is there someone you wish you had? T_T

2006-08-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

WELCOME BACK ^^
I get super high during class today !
Bcus i'm happy that they are coming back today (:
I was noisy in class & i laughed & giggle alot

I was really excited when they are coming back
We drew & make banner to welcome Mei Jin & Xin Yi back!
Hmmmm, quite nice(:

Actually i don't know whether i'm happy or sad today T_T
I don't know what to say la :Bcus i've just realised something which makes me kinda of sad )':
How come like that?!
Now i really starting to feel that i'm __

Everything was fine till _
T_T Dead.

***
I've read your email :D:D
Thanks for telling me that, i really appreciate it!
Ah, i'm like soooooo happy & touched till i cry okayz
You must feel honoured that i cried bcus of you?!
Nvm, i'm replying your email now!
***

:D:D:D

Ah, mixed feelings
Nvm, i didn't want to feel that way but still __
Sianz, T_T

***
Anyway, thanks Jun Jie, Yu Ming, Zheng Yang & Eelynn these few days
For playing with us after school
Though Jun Jie always act gay & bully me
Though Yu Ming like to snatch my chocolates
Though Zheng Yang like soooo dao, don't talk much
& Eelynn, we eat ban mian don't like to add those things
But i'll remember those times
We sang songs in the courtyard -.-
The frog jump!
Play water :x
Standing on the table & play
& "YONG QI" !!!
Ah, now our own friends are back alr!
I wonder if we still have the chance to play together ):

TYTY !! ^^
***

Gahgahgah, i don't wanna say anymore
I'm having moodswing i think!

2006-08-17T07:45:00.000-07:00

Failure.
I ran 10.37 mins for 2.4km today )':
(If i didn't hear wrongly!)
Ah, i was super disappointed la!

Muscle cramps, muscle cramps, muscle cramps )':
Why do my leg have muscle cramps often?!
Walao, lousy timing T_T

)': )': )':

Okayz, they're coming back tmr alr!
I get to see them :D:D
My dearest Mei Jin & Xin Yi are back!!
Kian Hwee, Amos & Wan Ying will be back too :X
Others seniors are back!
*BIGGGG FAT SMILES*
<3

I didn't buy chocos today!
Ha, buying double tmr then :X
I didn't eat much today, hmmmmmmm..

Actually i think i'm a bad girl, bad student, seriously!
I can't study well, i fail my test often
I sleep in class, i don't obey school rules
My uniform is always tuck out
I wear coloured socks to school
I'm being kinda of rude to some teachers
Ah, see how bad i am!

Hmmmmmm, so it's like i'm almost a failure-to-be!
My academic suck :S
My sports sucks like hell more :S
Just that everything sucks la!

& I think we're drifting away..
Now, you're always hanging out with __ & __
When i wanna talk to you at times, you don't seems willing
You seems to enjoy life now & you're rather happy too
We haven't been having nice chat for a long time ):
You used to help me alot alot alot
& Care alot alot alot about me
Hmmmmmm, tell me we're still as close as before canz? )':

Ah, why am i always the one?
Why, why, why?!

COURAGE

2006-08-16T08:06:00.000-07:00

Don't say forever when you don't mean it
Everybody's like saying "love who-and-who forever"
But end up they still got seperated & fell in love with another :S
You call this forever?!

T_T

I've been gettin' more emo
Damn, how? I'm listening to sad song :S
& I've been thinking anyhow!

Sister talk, sister talk, sister talk! :D:D
I had sister talk today, isn't it obvious?
Aha, many many many loveeeeeees (:
Thanks for tellin' me that
& I know what i should do!
Thanks for trusting me, i won't disappoint you :]

The 3rd Chocos today (:

Ms Si is waitin' for Ms Gen & Ms Ye to come back
:D

Pig is waitin' for dog to come back :]
Retarddddd is waitin' for Dumbo to come back :]

2 more days T_T

Oh yah, i'm back to edit something!
Hellos Monkey & Elephant :D
I'm the Kangaroo!
Kangaroo, Monkey & Elephant will be meeting up soon :]

So conclusion now,
I'm Pig, Kangaroo & Retarddddddd :D
Coolness!

2006-08-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

MEI JIN, XIN YI !!
I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU ALL <3

After Zhi Goon told me what happen yesterday
My heart feels so pain -.-
I know the food there sucks
But pleaseee at least eat a little okayz
If not you will have no energy to continue on

Im so worried of you girls in class today
I decided to message you girls to ask you all to take care
Please be strong okayz
THE SIGENYECAO SPIRIT...
Ah i hope to receive your replies
At least tell me you're fine now :S

I regretted sooooo much now :X
I didnt spend much time with you all
It's all my fault, yeah
Maybe im running away from problems
But ive decided to face them already :X

In my heart, Netball used to be my number 1
Yeah i love Netball people sooooo much
Till i neglected you all, i spent so little time with you all
After you girls left OBS
I've realised you girls stand a very very impt place in my heart
I really miss you all T_T

I swear when you girls come back
I will spend more time with you all
We shall go shopping & all together
I love Zhi Goon, Mei Jin & Xin Yi as much as Netball people <3
I wanna have lunch & dinner with you girls when you returned (:

I wont let SIGENYECAO<3 be~~GENYECAO~~
We're sisters for life, & we'll be sisters for life im sure!
HANG IN THERE OKAYZ.

KH & DUMBO ALSO !!
Im waiting for you guys to come back to make me smile :]
Make me laugh till i roll on the ground :D
Call me "Aunte" :D
Play basketball together :D
Talk to me on the phone & sms :D
Tell me "cold jokes" :D
Tease me, suan me & all :D
Hope you guys are alright & be strong :S
Dumbo, i did remember what i should do!

WAN YING TOO :D
Come back safe & sound okayz
I wanna go & look for you every morning
I want give you chocos on Friday (:
I want you to tell me your problems if you haveI miss you so much :X

I wanted to cry soooo much
I wanted to cry badly
But after thinking all the suffers you guys have to go through
I hold on to my tears
Mine is just sooooo little & compared to yours, its nothing!

MISS MISS MISS :S

My life is sooooo lifeless w/o you guys..
My days are sooooo listless now..

Mr Tan: Phyllis, why you look so tired? :Phyl: No laaaaa, just feel very sianz!

JIA YOU X3

2006-08-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

Ouch! I nealy had a "bomb" on my head ><
Nizam nearly killed me with his guitar!
We were playing after Npcc Dialogue Session in class today
He wanted to frighten me with his guitar but lost control
Therefore, "BANG!"
There goes my head..

Dumbass Jun Guan laughed at me all the way :\ Argh!!
Went to Lam Soon with Nizam, Shafiq, Keith, Jun Guan, Ren Jie, Jauhari & Jia Jing
They went to play soccer so i sat there & watch
Aha, it was really enjoyable & i had great laugh man
But some guys from ____ was soooo violent & fk up!!

Okayz, i flunked my science badly !! T_T
How i wish they were back now to cheer me up
& Make me roll on the floor & laugh out loud :D:D
Gahgahgah, 3 more days & they're back!!

I owed Mr. Irritating lots of homework T_T
& For my own sake, im clearing them now!
I realised he looks like Ugly Pussy Cat.
Hahaz, his english was lousy, DOTZ -.-

Im keeping chocolates everyday, waiting for them to come back :]
& Who wanna study with me during wkends & teach me Science, Maths..
I seriously need help.

I better get going if not ___ will kill me for blogging daily T_T
Homework, here i come!
& Do tag me blog too :D:D

T_T

3 more days.

2006-08-14T08:10:00.001-07:00

T_T

I miss you guys alot !!
Ahhhhh my day is getting sooo boring w/o you guys
I still have 4 more days to go )':

Im wondering how Mei Jin & Xin Yi's doing now..
Are they doing fine..
Hmmmmm suddenly remember of that time we went Pulau Ubin -.-

Hope you guys are doing fine, really fine now!
Come back quickly, i really have lots of things to tell you all
Pray really really hard that you guys will return back safely!

:S:S:S

My laughter is gone..

I get to know i did badly for my Science -.-
I totally flunked it canz?
Why everything like that, i did studied but..
Argh! I hate studying now :Bcus Mr. Irritating keep picking on me!
Why can't teachers just understand us more, rather than giving so much unwanted remarks?!

Life, it ain't easy
It's so tough
It ain't easy
Put a smile on your face
Make the world a better place

People love you when you smile
Keep a smile on your face
And everything will be fine

:]:]:]

TO MYSELF: SMILE!!!

2006-08-13T08:32:00.000-07:00

I dont want you guys to go OBS )': I will miss you guys alot, really alot. First time so many people who are important to me leave me for 5 days! Luckily these 5 days got Zhi Goon, if not my life will be like sooooo -.- Tkcare for those who are going OBS & please come back safely okays? :D:D

I will miss Mei Jin, Xin Yi, Wan Ying, Wailing, Kian Hwee, Amos, Keyi, Sandy, Rowena & Netball Seniors )': I'll pray hard for you guys everyday, hope that you all will come back safely & dont injured yourself! <3

Went BPP with Ai Hua today :D:D We had great times going around plaza & NTUC to do our Home Econ project. Took lots of photo today i think! Thanks girl for accompanying me for dinner & i think we did enjoy ourselves @ MOS Burger yeah? Your stupid ugly face & mine -.-

We didn't know what's there?
It's stated Durian Champedak?!, but it looks like jackfruit!

She's Miss Brocoli Tan Ai Hua :D:D

Hmmmmmm, Brocoli?

Awwwwwwwww, I'm the Banana Princess :S

I'm in love with HL Choco Milk :D:D
I drank 4 packets everyday!

Don't you think this is cute? I forgot what's the name -.-

Wanted to get birthday cards for _____.
They're seriously cute, some even had glitters!

Soya bean & Bandung <3

Ahhhhhh i forgot what's this, but its really delicious i swear!
Ham & Cheese :D:D

Hey, Pretty Polar Bear! Guess what? This is a bowling ball!
It's so gorgeous :]

She just insist that she has a dimple when she doesn't have one!
Or maybe a little bit of dimple she has -.-

<3

T.T
Can you guys don't go OBS?
I really seriously will miss you all badly!
Esp Mei Jin, Xin Yi, Kian Hwee & Amos )':

Without Mei Jin & Xin Yi, there won't be a complete SIGENYECAO!
Without them, life for Zhi Goon & me will be lonely -.-

Without Kian Hwee & Amos, nobody to joke around with me!
Nobody to tease me, suan me, kajiao me, call me "Aunte"!
Nobody to talk to me on the phone!
SOBZ )':

2006-08-12T03:37:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday, Demas :D:D

Remember the days, we set out together with faith?
Remember the times, so fine
When we thought that nothing cound stand in our way?
Then things weren't the same
The life that we knew had to change
We've struggled through,the darkest storms
We thought we coundn't tame
Together we've tried, as we stood side by side
I knew we'd build a new world
A world of hope for ever after

Deep in my heart i just know
Right from the start,we will grow
Look where we are,we've come so far
And there`s still a long,long way to go.
With all of my heart, i will care
i will play my part,i will share with family and friends
Together we'll stand
And in the end,hand in hand
We will get there

Perfect memories of 203 :D:D

2006-08-08T23:04:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhh lately so many things had happened, both happy & sad. I wanted to abandon my blog soooooo much bcus i think ive lost touch of blogging & i didnt know what to blog :/ But i stll did not, aha!

Im like rly proud to say that 203 won the 2nd runner-up for Cheering Comp! We did it, though we didnt make it to the champion, but at least we did enjoy the whole process :D Yeah, i did enjoy everything that we did. Painting the banners with Ai Hua, Kai Jun & Demas @ Cck Stadium till night, dancing with Chun Yueh (-.-) and the class spirit<3 Pardon me for being emo, but i rly wish to say that deep in my heart, 203 certainly stand a place nw :]

I regretted for not cherishing 203 & not even bothering or trying to spend more time with the class, but now i do! I am more than willing to do so. I hope it isn't too late to do so now, we're left with a few months left & i dont wish to be seperated. Ive learnt to reasure 203 more. & Im rly sorry to everyone esp Chun Yueh & Demas for flaring up yesterday before Cheering Comp. Ahhhhhh, sorry i didnt mean it! :[ Awwwwwww, now everything's over & im crying over it! Im sucha a meanie.

203 will always be the champion in my heart<3
Thanks for everything you guys had given me yesterday.

2006-07-30T08:00:00.000-07:00

oh great, common test is tmr! :\ i dont know why, i have a feeling that i will flunk my common test this time & everything will be gone )': i pray hard that i will do well this time :] its maths & english tmr.

i had a great chat with kai jun & demas now :] rly, i think everytime when 3 of us get together, we can rly talk alot on our problems. i agree with kai jun, sometimes its never meant for us to know, i rather i not know it then knowing it. i rly cant believe what ive saw :\ ~!@#$%^&* even kai jun cant believe it!

kai jun & i have realised something, though we are rly very close to each other bcus we're classmates for the 7th year alr, mayb we are bestf, but we cant hang out together everyday or often! we'll quarrels & often have conflicts which will bring us unhapiness :\ if we get together like once in a blue moon, we rly get very close & have alot to say. we always have alot to tell each other when we meet up! :D:D:D

& ive realised that actually im like very fortunate alr! as in i have true friends(hope they wont disappoint me bcus i trusted them 100%) around me. the netball girls, my sisters, kai jun, demas, anna, ___, ___ & others. yeah i think they've rly brigten up my life alot la :] thats what ive found out after talking to them :D hmmmmm, i rly must treasure what i have nw!

i think i wanna save up money from today onwards! i rly have lots of things i wanna buy but, i cant possibly get money from parents everytime, its like too much la! somemore im like always quarreling with them, fortnightly. yeah save money plan :]

okays, i think i better go do my drawings & have my sleep! if not i think i will sleep in my tests tmr, dotz. hope i wont! wish me good luck :]

2006-07-29T11:09:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Xin Yi

okays, sorry guys i was late for the cheering comp prac! it didnt turn out rly that fine though. pple were playing temper & ___. i shant say out to rise dispute :\ praise me for being so considerate, aha! lunched with demas, chun yueh & kai jun @ lot one.

after that cabbed to jurong east to give xin yi a surprise for her birthday with mei jin & zhi goon :]] okays, everything was soooo nice. thanks wei peng for helping us eh! bought a very "cute" top for xin yi & she was forced to wear! after tht went to take neoprints :]] (neoprints will be uploaded after mei jin scan into the com) xin yi & wei peng left after that.

shopped around jurong with zhi goon & mei jin. went to the charity feast or something! hmmmm, saw our school's students there! yeah, trained back to lot one & helped zhi goon with her project @ mac. talkd alot with them today & its like pretty funny! hahas, that dont-want-her-face-girl, damn funny la! :\ walkd home with zhi goon & i laugh alot canz!

:D:D:D

anyway, i went to download National Day Theme Songs! for the past years & this years, damn niceeeeee! yeah, im like suddenly so enthu to National Day eh :D thats good though. im looking forward to the Singapore Fireworks Festival 2006! i wanna go this year :] i think im asking some others to go together, it will be damn nice :D oh okays, i love the song xi shui chang liu, damn meaningful & niceeee!

Love At Zero Degree Celcius

okays, wei xiong & guo bin are damn hot & handsome! espcially wei xiong :D:D -wink my eyes - he's attractive when he speaks la, omggggggggg! dont let me be crazy over him, if not im afraid i will cry after the last episode. this drama is like so nice, dont let it end pleaseeeee!

i re-downloaded the song yue ding, the previous one was like -.- hmmmmm, incomplete? okays, this song reminds me alot :] happy & jouyous times<3 im currently listening to this song. i hope everything wont end just like this :] pray hard.

:D:D:D

2006-07-28T08:18:00.000-07:00

everything turn out fine today except for ___. okays, though my boots didnt shine properly, but im glad i still did it! ive made into guard-of-honour contigent in today's reselection! :] im damn happy & high after npcc today, but at the same time feel sad for nizam :\ ahhhh, poor nizam, dont be sad okays?

during chinese lesson today, we were supposed to discuss abt "murder" thing la! i dont even know what to do, so was like last min i did something funny, or rather i should say funny :]

phyl: eh, puohua you go say you ate banana & you threw the skins on the ground. pple stepped on it, slipped & fell, & pronouned dead -.-

ph: eh, why me?! you say your ownself la!

went to lot one with the girls for lunch. okays, i saw my last year's nco!! :]] its been really a long time since i saw them canz? omggggg, im like sooo excited! - winkswinks - lunched at food junction, bought honeyredtea. laughed alot la & we are damn noisy esp wei ting! laugh damn loud la -.-

i swear food jucntion was damn cold canz. i even took out my npcc gloves to wear, oops! :x pple was like looking at me so i didnt wear! spoil my reputation, hahas. waited for amos & kian hwee to came to have dinner :]

had a nice & enjoyable time with them! hahas, stupid jokes & actions :x went to night market to walk one round & lot one too! hmmmmmm, rly laughed alot la! thanks for bightening up my days guys & girls. <3

STOP BEING SO CHILDISH!!
eh, can you guys dont be so childish canz? stop quarreling over that matter la! class fund, cheering competition?! fking irritating canz! & why drag me into the problem please? & i dont need pple to teach me money management. what rights have you got to lecture me? oh so you means i need to seek approval from you to buy sweets & lollipops for my friends? ridiculous canz! get a life man :\ walao.

okayz, miss universe 2006! MISS PUERTO RICO, ZULEYKA RIVERA :]

the crown for miss universe, so damn gorgeous la!

hey, miss singapore 2006! :D:D

okays, visit this for more prettaye ladies :D:D
Miss Universe.Com

Beauty & the Beast.

okays, end of post. im getting tired after everything! can i just reply tags tmr?

2006-07-27T08:14:00.000-07:00

its like finally posting, actually i wrote a post yesterday, but didnt feel like posting :\ these few days were rather sweet & nice :] thanks to the girls who made my day.

actually i was feeling kinda of troubled these few days! i dont know why, i just feel so worried & all la. xin yee & chien siew talked to me abt it, and ive been thinking over these few days, yeh i should trust ___ more.

so ive decided to let go.

its like very hard for me to decide, i feel so hard to face ___ too. yeh ive never blame her before, not at all. bcus i knew it was never her fault. that's why i feel so hard to face her. but i hope everything's over now! :]

i send ___ a message just nw. its like finally ive told him what i wanna say canz. i really miss those times la, everything & all. my stupid dumbdumb goodf. hope everything for you will be fine okays?

i believe in you & me
our friendship will remain as strong as ever.

& im super duper pissed off with ___ & ___. walao, i didnt know they were like sucha backstabber and liar. hey, if you dislike someone, can you guys please dont wear a mask & act till you guys were sucha gd friends? its kinda of sickening & disgusting manz. you know how hurt it is for ___ to see that. omgggggg! you guys were soooo damn terribly fake la.

i seriously dont understand why, if you dont like somebody, just be straightforward & tell that person. why do you guys still have to act till you were good friends & wanna help him or what, then you guys were talking about him behind their back! hey, wth is this? walao, its damn hurting, i swear! ~~fking~~ idiots man i couldnt stand the sight of you now & ever.

eh you-know-who-you-are, i know its hard for you to accept the fact. but seriously, i feel so sorry for you. after pinning sucha high hope on ___ & this is what you get back. i kinda of missed those happy itmes we had together @ ___'s ___ la. but hmmmm, i think it's over now? cheer up, i know you can do it. maybe it's time for you to change a new environment :]

i used to believe in forever, but now now..

okays, ive uploaded the pictures on Beauty & the Beast already :]

2006-07-23T00:25:00.000-07:00

missing-in-action over. im alright now :]

i rly wanna thanks..

1. xin yee for encouraging me not to give up & ask me to be strong :]
2. ai hua for talking to me & msged me to tell me you care :]
3. dumbo for cheering me up when im sad & brighten up my day :]
4. zhi goon for calling me & telling me all those words :]
5. anna for those words you wna tell me through sending me songs :]
6. glynis for the hugs you wna give me :]
7. chien siew for lending me your ears & listen to all my blabberings :]

10000000000000 HUGS TO YOU GUYS & PPLE WHO'VE HELPED ME.

2006-07-20T07:13:00.000-07:00

i know till i solved all those problems, everything will be fine. ive been running away from the problems for a long time, its now time for me to face them!

thanks for those who've been giving me moral support when im down! ai hua, xin yee, wan ying, wei ting! those who've helped me here & there, thanks a million to you guys too. i really appreciate it :]]

2006-07-19T00:16:00.000-07:00

you no longer care about me! :[

2006-07-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

okays, i havent sleep yet. im doing some self- reflections :]] i always think that im strong and nothing gonna brings me down! but seems like, all along, im just lying to myself. im just weaving all sort of lies to make myself happy!

yeh, today during ______, i suddenly think of our past, why didnt i treasure you that time, why am i sooo stupid to ______. yeh, im dumb. i didnt know why too :\ i still keep the ______ we had. i guess its all about the past alr, can we be close friends again? it's hard i know.

secondly, i dont know why. i feel so guilty towards ______, yeh maybe the problem dont lie on you, instead it lies on me! bcus for soooo long, i still couldnt let go ______. i had happy times with you & i do treasure it. but maybe bcus you feel that you're the replacement of ______. or is it bcus of ______. gahgahgah, im contradicting my words!

eiyer, i dont know la, maybe afterall i made you feel bad or guilty. i seems to be always snatching things away from you la. okays, im a bad person, im not a good friend. im always bringing you sadness instead of happiness. yes, it's all my fault. im sorry.

i seems to be drifting away from _______. yeh, the time ive spent with _______ is getting lesser & lesser. bcus im always with _______. im sorry, but i dont know why. bcus i feel _______ when im with _______. i do feel very happy esp with _______. but aiya, i just dont seems to fit in understand? im like always bringing sadness to _______ too. im not fit to be _______. i dont wanna _______.

i miss old times, esp during _______ & _______. awwwww, nobody can understand how i feel. its not that i dont wanna _______, i did, but i just cant do it. im useless, i cant do things right. but i really do miss _______. thanks for still _______ when im not.

it's been _______ since we've _______. yeh, everything's about _______. you no longer _______. i wanna tell you _______, but do you even _______? you make me feel _______. you're ______. you never even ________.

okays, i feel dumb now. i feel like crying now. my heart nearly went ---------. all i want now is peace in my heart. i dont know how to say. i dont know whether im happy anot. my heart seems to be bleeding.

& sunflower asked me something abt love. i dont wna believe in love again. yeh, in the beginning of every relationship everything is sooooo sweet yeh! every couples may talk abt their happy future. they thought they can lastm but ended up, it falls apart. ive seen alot of this, ____ & ____, ____ & ____, ____ & ____. fill my heart with love if you can, im rly afraid.

everything is sooo about the past, but why am i even thinking about it? i dont know. yeh, im emotional, im always controlling & controlling. im starting to dislike myself now :[ i rly dont know how to move on with my life nw. im ~~emotionally~~ super tired. ~~forget it, no one ever cares abt how i feel, even my parents.~~

im almost dead -.-

2006-07-18T05:20:00.000-07:00

im very tired today! yeh, i didnt had sufficient sleep, my eyes are swollen, i keep yawning! i folded stars for ai hua yesterday, to cheer her up :]] then folded straw- hearts too. omggggggggg, i need more sleep hours!

im happy today too :] bcus i get into ndp guard-of-honour contigent! its confirmed alr :]] im glad that nizam got in, shafiq got in, keith got in! sad to say, ren jie didnt. he got into supporting contigent!

congrats me, im happy :D:D

i got so pissed off by ______ for talking nonsense & untrue facts in front of ______. omggggggggg, i may sounds very rude, but sorry i have to say "shut up!" please dont talk nonsense please, when did i sleep everyday in class eversince dont know when? im tryikng very hard alr okays! damn!

im gna get a bath first. i stink so much after npcc training :\

2006-07-17T09:11:00.000-07:00

MISS WU <3!
203 loves Miss Wu.
I love Miss Wu too :]

2006-07-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

yeh, we live to laugh and love people :] i guess im alright ya? bcus i knew i had great friends around me who comforts me & makes me feel happy!

im glad to hear chien siew said:" dont worry, you still have us!" thanks my cosy lil' partner chiensiew! thanks for helping me in my life problems & homeworks when i need help :] you know, i had great talk with ya today & thanks goodness you bother to tell me yours! we dont seems as close as what we are, but i know in our heart, our bond is strong & we're very close isnt it?

same goes to wan ying & xin yee! wan ying is the best among all my best seniors! :]] xin yee & i have alot to share on, regardless of school, personal life, fun & all. we love chocolates bcus chocos simply cheers us up! yeps, those whom received my chocos, i hope it brightens up your day :]

so i went town with wan ying, xin yee & jia hua after school today! koays, went to get my clothing and wears for beauty & the beast performance @ far east plaza. it was rather enjoyable except _______.

my dear wan ying is soooooo bravo :]she didnt cry, she's strong! she even ran after _______. dont worry my girll, no matter what, you still have us too! we will help you no matter what eh! <3

we folded hearts on the mrt on the way back. traind dwn to marina bay, then traind back! omgggggg, its like we've spent our times folding straw-hearts! we had great laugh bcus of wan ying's _______. grrrrrrr, she's innocent i guess so!

______, ive decided to let go eberything. do remember that im always here for you when you need someone to talk to. yeh, i cant be so selfish :\ i will support whatever decisions you've made. afterall, you're the one who made my day bright sometimes. thank you :]]

i really enjoy today alot! take care jia hua, rest early & sleep well. okays, i love my girls, sigenyecao, my buddies, anna & all friends. thanks vivien for saying that im special though i know im not! thanks glynis for the hug, i can feel it! im contented with what i have now :] i really do!

it's time for me to make a decision!

2006-07-16T08:28:00.000-07:00

Cheer me up like what you always did.

return me to the nature, bcus i belong to the nature.
i miss the beach alot. i wanna go back to the beach, the nature :] i wanna sit on the rock and enjoy the breeze, even for just awhile, i will still love it! i wanna sit on the jetty once again and have heart-to-heart talk with my dearest friends :] i wanna lie on the rocks and look up into the bright blue sky :] i wanna sit on the rocks & sing songs happily. i want roller-blade & cycle along the like-never-ending-path happily just like how im living my life :] i wanna watch the prettaye stars shining brightly in the sky :]

but who will wanna accompany me? :[ everybody is sooooo busy with lifes & all. everyone has their own problems to solve. nvm, mine are just small lil' problems only, its okays!

yeah, no matter what, i'll be strong, i'll stay strong & brave. i wont drop anymore tears, i ~~hate~~ loathe crying. i can do it, i surely can! im a happy girl - thats what ive been telling myself! am i lying to myself? im so emo :[

2006-07-16T05:34:00.000-07:00

i guess im just thinking too much. if you really meant what you say, you wouldnt _____, then prove it to me! i just have a feeling that we will drift apart soon :'( you will never understand how much you mean to me though you're ______.

yes we are good friends & i do like to pass the day with you in serious & inconsequential chatter. we are friends and i would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often. i dont wanna lose this happy space where i have found someone who is smart and easy and doesn't bother to check the diary when we arrange to meet.

i hope you dont disappoint me.

thanks anna for brightening up my day today :]] yeah, your jokes & all. thanks for those words you wanna tell me through the song youve sent me. youre more than just a normal & ordinary friend to me, youre special :D:D

:] here's my smile for you, anna.

this is funny :P

~~Tag me~~, i love tags :D

2006-07-15T10:00:00.000-07:00

ive realised i cant live w/o my friends.
i chatted with anna online just now :]] i told her all the things ive been looking for someone to tell. ive being keeping everything in my heart till i nearly burst!

yeh, im just thinking whether you will neglect me when ______. im afraid might lose you, bcus you really bring alot of joy to my life & brighten up my days. ive lost _____ already, & i dont wanna lose you!

sometimes, i even hope that you ______. yeh, i know im selfish! :'( but except this, what can i do? can you pleaseeeee come & tell me that you wouldnt ______. cheer me up like what you did.

~~i cant imagine i teared bcus of this.~~

thanks anna :]] i will rmb that: Come on! Gve me a smile (: you're great!

as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
but as our lives change
come whatever,
we will still be friends forever

2006-07-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

i really had a great day today, its indeed a joy. everything today is sooo happy :]]

~~something happened at first, but its supposed to be a secret! cannot let wan ying see! but sorry guys about what had happened!~~

gave wan ying a box full of chocos, straw hearts and photos! :]] i bet she's touched yeah? we all love wan ying. wan ying, you must cheer up & be happy always okays? we're always by your side supporting you & do remember that im your clown!

hehe, we bluffed wan ying that i overslept therefore was late, then jia hua got family matters and xin yee go toilet! most funny thing is ai hua & wan ying actually went to the toilet to look for xin yee! they were like calling "xin yee, xin yee!" omgggggg, so funny la!

okays, actually it was all a lie! its to delay time >< went up to arcade, played street basketball, daytona and other lameeee games :]] but i really enjoyed it alot! steet basketball was the most enjoyable ones eh!

took neoprints, went to pasam malam walked awhile, bought fishballs with chilli & goreng pisang :]] i love food. bought sweettalk and settled down at food court to chat! we poured out all the hearts & count! 589 hearts! :D:D:D:D its an achievement. joked around alot & had great laugh rights? esp "excuse me, excuse me"

okays, then i went to meet my parents and watched pirates of carribean with them! its a rather nice show though! surpsrisingly, i saw wan ying, xin yee & jia hua when the show ended! so i told my parents to leave first bcus i wanna play with them :]]

ahhhhhhhhh! we went back to play street basketball again! :]] hehe, play till my leg hurt bcos i tiptoed? argh, im short yeah! - roll my eyes :\ lalala, we promised to go back often to play street basketball! :]]

seriously, i enjoyed today alot! smiles all day long, happyhappyhappy. i hope wan ying and others enjoy their day too :]]

<3s

2006-07-14T22:17:00.000-07:00

so contagious..

okays, im going out soon :]] im excited! but my hand aches so much bcus of ______. when ______ receives that, ______ will be very touced i think! my hand muscles ache so much really la.

i love sunshine.
i miss the bach, the cool breeze!

2006-07-14T08:29:00.000-07:00

MY DEAR XINYI LOST HER HANDPHONE!
my dear, dont cry okays? dont worry im sure you will get back your handphone de :] it hurts heart alot when i see you cry okays? i dont wanna wipe your tears again! no more crys okays :]]

not only bitch, but a copycat too!
yeh, girl not only a bitch, but a copycat too! copy people's hairstyle, act prettaye & chio, shake her butt when walking (?!) omgggggg! that's ehhhh bitchy man! i really cant stand her. Chiensiew & i talk alot abt her :
No choice, people are just so shameless!

andandand i saw this couple on the mrt! wth, guess what are they doing? they were like almost kissing each other and hugging each other! and what more, the girl still use her leg to like seduce him! how come people nowadays are like sooo shameless pleaseeee :
yeh, and the girl is like one head shorter than the guy! omggggg, i cant imagine how they really wanna kiss! they had difficulty reaching each other's mouth just now!! :\ but i just dont understand why people does that so publicly in the mrt! dont they feel ashamed at all?

maybe they really dont! if not they wouldnt have done so! -.-

im exhausted! maybe physically & ~~mentally~~ ba! actually was alright at first, but after _________ , okays my mood changed! i dont wanna feel this way, but the feelings just cant be changed understand? :[[

i chatted with keyi :D:D its been ages since ive chatted to her! okays, we did have a niceeee chat and made me reminisce the past! its memorable i guess? keyi said that im not as cheerful as how i used to be last time, running around the basketball court, jumping and hopping around! maybe ba (?!) bcus ive lost _________.

i dont believe in love now :[[

2006-07-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

okays, ive just edited my blog :] updated my profile and others! it took me a long time to do that, esp the links :\ omgggggg, im like having a hard time editing my links la!

seriously, i find my links very ugly! anybody has any ideas on how to put my links so that it will look nice? it looks so weird like that! I hate my fugly ugly links.

okays, ive read this statement while i was researching for my arguementative essays :]

"regardless of sex, all young people should bear the responsibilty of going through a military or community service."

yeh, actually i think that its a good idea to make young undego such service, but it should be at no undue cost to the healthy development of the other aspects of their lives!

i know alot of people will disagree with me and the idea of making the young undergo such service! aha, but even if girls dont do military service, they should at least make the effort to contirbute to community service too :]]

i feel blessed now.

to wanying, jieqi & xinyee <3s

smile always okays? :]]

2006-07-13T01:18:00.000-07:00

Firstly..

XIN YEE IS SICK!
went to her class early in the morning to gave her chocolates, but she's not in class yet :\ so i thought she will be late!? so i waited till morning assembly, she's not there! after i reached class, i immediately msged her and get to know that she's sick! see la, she ate too much chocos or maybe germs attack her body bcus of the "lollipop"!

conclusion: she's not strong enough, hehe :]

i bought chocos today! i dont know what is that chocos called, to....? yeah, but bought ferrero rochers esp for wanying! :] i wrote small notes below the chocos wrapper and put on her table bcus she wasnt in class :D:D i love wanying.

everything was alright today, except i got scolded for dont-know-her-name tcher! i was holding my handphone talking to wanying then she scolded me to keep my handphone >< argh! nvm, its okay.

oh yes, Beauty & The Beast musical is around the corner! im soooo looking forwatd to the musical, but im still wondering what should i wear and who should i sit with! argh, i wanna sit with my dearest sisters, but i also feel like sitting with netball girls!

contradicting.

im craving for ferrero rochers :]]

i miss you

2006-07-09T08:21:00.000-07:00

I msged with Grace today :]
Thanks heaven i get to know her!
She's really a very niceeee & sweeeet senior!

She told me to try to let go
If * wants to be that way, so be it
I've got my own life too
But after awhile, if i ca't let go
Stop trying!
Somethings are meant to stay with me
Not letting go doesn't mean not being able to be happy still.

Yeah, that's what she told me
And she gave me alot of advices too :]
Thank you very much my sweeeet senior!
<3

I've decided to let go already
Yes, there maybe lots of happy memories
But what's there for me to hold on?

No more worries for me now.

Thanks Grace & Kian Hwee!
Both of you helped me alot!

Okays, ive submitted 8 blogskins today & yesterday.

Girls never find shoes enough 2

High on sneels

Summer glamour

Midnight effects

Yellow dotness

Greem babyness

Redness glam

Strike a pose

That's alot.
Some are simple & plain :]
Yeah, download them from blogskins if you like them!

It's like 12.15 AM now & im still not asleep :Hmmmm, thanks Aihua for staying up sooo late just to send pictures to me!
Omgggggg, okays when i see you i will smile la!
:D:D:D

2006-07-08T07:50:00.000-07:00

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED!
Okays, i got tagged by Hui Jin to do this quiz!
Though it's abit late, hehe but nvm la

Rules:

Do the following without complaint!
Choose 5 people to do this quiz after you finished!
Leave a tag at the tagboards to say they have been tagged!
Start your post with "I have been tagged!" before doing this!

Your 10 Favourites..

Colours: Green, red, orange, white
Foods: Eh, spaghetti?
Songs: I wanna be with you, Yu dao, Chu lian fen san xi, etc.
Movies: I not stupid too?
Sports: Netball & basketball :]
Seasons: Summer & winter
Day of the week: Sunday
Book: Eh, i dont like to read books :Cartoon/Anime: Sorry, i don't watch cartoon!
Ice-cream flavour: Chocholate & vanilla

Your 9 Currents..

Mood: So-so
Clothes: Red tee & fbt shorts
Desktop screensaver: Eh?
Toe-nail colour : Green!
Time: 10.48 PM
Annoyance: Projects & homeworks
Thought: What am i thinking of now?
Boy/girlfriend: Noooo!
Book you are reading: I dont read books

Your 8 Firsts..

Bestfriend: Kai Jun
Crush: Hmmmm..
Movie: Who will be able to remember?
Piercing: When i was 4 years old?
Lie: Ive forgotten.
Music: One of those in my playlist
Car: Underage.
Handphone: Primary 5

Your 7 Lasts..

Cigarette : Im a anti-smoker!
Drink : Milo
Car-ride : Forgotten.
Last crush : Shhh..hhhh
Movie seen : Garfield 2
Phone call : A few hours ago
CD played : Dont know.

Have Your Ever..

Dated one of your best friends: Noooo, obviously not!
Have you ever broken the law: Consuming food in the MRT?
Have you ever been arrested: Hmmmmmm?
Have you ever skinny-dipped: What's this?
Have you ever been on TV: Nopes!
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Eh, of cos not!

Your 5 Things Worn On You

1. Red tee
2. Fbt shorts
3. Specs
4. Hairclips
5. Earrings

Your 4 Things Done Today

1. Sleeping
2. Talk on the phone
3. Eating
4. Doing blogskins

Your 3 Things You Cant Live Without

1. Handphone
2. Wallet
3. My sleep

Your 2 Thing You Would Do When You're Bored

1. Sleep
2. Eat

Tagged people:

1. Zhigoon
2. Demas
3. Aihua
4. Wanying
5. Wailing

Rules:

Express your love for SEVEN and get others to know more about you
Copy and paste the following into your own blog
Complete all SEVEN bullets of the SEVEN questions
Then pick SEVEN people to pass it on!
Have fun!

SEVEN things that make you smile:

SIGENYECAO
Bp Netballers
Playing netball :]
People giving me surprises
Seeing him
Seeing Aihua! *pukes!*
Stars

SEVEN ways to win my heart:

Giving me sweet surprises
Be niceeee/sweeeet, but true to me
Love me only
Understand me well
Make me smiles all the time
Cheer me up when im sad
Care for me

SEVEN things i believe in:

Friendship
Aihua ( She asked me to write that! )
Fairytales do come true
There's guardian angel!
Luck
Smiling cheers people around you up
Happiness

SEVEN things i am afraid of:

Broken friendships
Being alone
Hurting my heart
Ghost!

Cant think of any alr.

SEVEN things i do everyday:

Sleep
Eat
Sms
Drink
Walk
Talk on the phone
Talk

SEVEN people i want to see now:

Him
Zhigoon
Meijin
Xinyi
Aihua
Wanying
Weiting

SEVEN people i choose to do this:

Zhigoon
Wanying
Aihua
Weiting
Demas
Benjamin
Anna

OMGGGGGGG, this is a long post!
Okays, ive submitted 2 skins today :]

That's all for today.

I love Netball

2006-07-06T20:19:00.000-07:00

Hellos :] I'm in the school computer lab now!
Omg, lousy computer and the spacebar is soooo hard to press!
Hehe,lousy school facilities eh!
But it's a good school with some good teachers :D:D

Having IT Course now, Macromedia Dreamwaver MX
Damn boring lor! :/
Making a profile for ourselves?!
Objective: To let others know more about me!

That's stupid okays!
Lameeeee course.

Aha, i slept at 6.30pm yesterday!
I was like damn tired.
Previous night at slept at 4am & woke up at 6am
So i had 2 hours of sleep only!

Yesterday, we celebrated Chien Siew's & Clara's birthday with netballers :D:D
I created a video for them :D:D Hahahas, FIREFLY!!
We sang the song while watching the video
Then had birthday cake for them
Sang birthday songs & all
Hehe, they have to give their speech! :D:D

Yeah, so i shared my piece of cake with Aihua!
She's damn funny but disgusting la :P
The strawberry! She knows it herself!(Right, Aihua?)

Played netball :]
Did suicide runs and shoot awhile!
So damn fun, okays i love netball!

Lalalalalalas
Few more minutes & i have to leave the comp lab.
Argh.!
Okays,i shall post tonight:D:D

BYES.

Freaking Tiger

2006-07-05T09:49:00.000-07:00

It's 12.39am now & i'm like super tired!!
I need to finish the _______ by today!
Damn brother! He don't let me use his comp
Omggggg, how am i going to finish the _______?
WTH.!!!

I get caught for wearing ankle socks today by Tiger!
Argh, i'm not the only one wearing ankle socks
There's like sooooo many, why catch me only?!
Luckily Mr Lim just lectured me only heh!

203 CARE & SHARE TODAY :]]
Damn successful i can say?
Aihua & i went around selling the whole big box of cookies!
And we finished selling all, hehe!
*winkswinkswinks* :]]

& I SAW GRACE TODAY :]]

Okays, i love going to netball.
I had much fun today though i reach home like 9 plus?

Blah, i wanna go do my homework!
Im wanna sleeeeeeep!!!

No mood at all

2006-07-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

To blah & some others who thinks that i copied *,
I'll prove that i didn't even copied her okays?
I even asked * to view my blog
She said that i did not copy hers!

Nvm, don't believe, it's alright!
Give me a few days more!
I WILL PROVE TO YOU GUYS LA!

If you wanna accuse me
Talk to me in MSN!
Add me, im not even afraid la :KUKU HEAD!!

Totally spoil my mood.

Utter Dissappointment

2006-07-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

Utter Dissappointment.

You made me give up on you.
I've got no choice but to do so )':

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, RAINER! :]]

Pondering and so

2006-07-02T06:29:00.000-07:00

I'm back!
Give me more time to think about it..
I will know what i want one day :]
Trust Me!

Okays, bused down to Lot1 to meet Kh & Rainer.
Walked around Lot1, nothing to do hehe :Actually wanted to play Street Basketball..
But after second thoughts, decided not.
Dont waste money.. Money is precious!!

Then went to macdonald to eat :]]
I was damn tired at that time..
Supposingly in deep thoughts!
Lalalalalala..

Okays, Rainer wanted to go home!
So, we decided to walk him home :On the way, it was pretty fun eh...
Had birthday bash on Rainer and all!
Sang songs and the weather was niceeeeee :D:D
Went to the playground and play blind mice!
Hehe, Kh lost badly.
Indeed, i had alot of fun playing & crapping..

Rainer walked us back to Lot1 again ><
He said he wanted to go home
So we walked him back to his house
Then he walked us back to Lot1 again..
Eh... >< crazy!
Had dinner then headed home :D:D

Tmr's the day :D:D
SIGENYECAO

No life without you

2006-07-02T00:17:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating my blog these few days :Busy & tired eh!
Anyway, my new blogskin is up :D:D
New profile and links..
- winkswinkswinks

Okays, i've been emotional these few days!
All because of friendship problems and all...
I can't believe i actually cried on thursday.
I haven't been crying for like 12345678 years already!

Im just touched by what Zhi Goon said to Mei Jin & I<3
She made me cry..

Zhi Goon is the first one who understand me the most.
She is always encouraging and supporting me in whatever i do.
I can't imagine what will happen without her next yr.
Nobody to meet up to walk to school together.
Nobody shout my name when see me in school.
Nobody for me to wait after band.
Nobody make me laugh already.
Nobody to cry for me & worry about me when im super late.
I cannot teach her do homework @ macdonald.
NO MORE AFTER THIS YEAR..

We will treasure our next few months together okays :D:D
Not only Zhi Goon, Mei Jin and Xin Yi also!
SIGENYECAO will always be together :]]
You girls made me feel loved<3

Ahhhhh..
Can't imagine life without you girls..

I just chatted on phone with Zhi Goon!
She's at Sentosa now..
For the Thai band thing
Okays, i miss her
I miss Mei Jin & Xin Yi too

I will reply tags tonight!
Im gonna be late.
Bye.

P.S. GRACE: Sorry for not replying your tags :] Uhm, i dont know whether im going anot, shall see first okays? Im afraid something cropped up! Okays, i saw you too, i even waved to you yeah? :D:D Yeah, i'm Phyllis Ng Kaili. What's yours?

Bee-hives alert

2006-06-28T02:38:00.000-07:00

Bee-hives Alert!

Im home early today :]] Study hard.
My class got detention today! Yeah, stupid Tiger, ROARRRR!
Just bcus of * and poor Chun Yueh...
And makes Vivien cried today :I nearly get caught fo rlsitening to MP3 player in class?!
- Phewwwww!

OMGGGGGG! There's beehive situated in my school!
Caslin & Jie Qi told me that its in dont know which classroom :Damn idiot.!
Went to play netball with Jie Qi and Caslin after school! :D:D
And the whole court was like dead bees all around?
3 steps forward and you will see dead bee lying ont he ground ):

I kept screaming and yelling pleaseeeee!
So we went shooting la, then when the ball nearly hit the bees
I screamed!!! Jie Qi was like :\ "Can you stop screaming?"
But cant help it!! Damn disgusting lorz!

Phyl: Ahhhhhhhhhh...!
Jie Qi: Can you stop screaming?
Phyl: The ball nearly hit the bees! :Jie Qi: You shout again i feed you with bees!!
Phyl: How can you treat your dearest junior like this )':

Retard Jie Qi! Wanna feed me with bees!
But end up we had nothing to do, so went to sweep the bees up
Went to borrow dustpans and brooms and swept up the bee
Walao:\ Damn lots lorz!
Both of us had a feeling that the bee will fly into our mouth
Then suddenly got one bee fly up, frightened us la.
I was like shouting and screaming away again!

Then the security guard uncle went to pinch me!
I thought the bee sting me and i shouted! :then i realised is uncle pinched me to make fun of me la!
Argh.!

Anyway, Ms.Tay gave Jie Qi & I yakult to drink!
Woohoos! I love Yakult now :]] I gonna buy it tmr :D:D

Went to watch netballers trained!
Eh, played with Jie Qi too, hopping up the stairs!!
Damn funnnn but tiring eh!
Im proud to say that i won Jie Qi in all 4 rounds.
Hehe, Jie Qi is slow!!! :P

Okays :D:D Saw Xin Yi & Mei Jin !!! :]]
Hehe, then ran to Lot1 with with Jie Qi..
Eiyer, i volunteered to help her carry bag eh!
See how nice of me hor Jie Qi?!
Anyway, i had fun today la<3

I hope Chun Yueh is fineeeee! :D:D
Projects & homeworks.. Hais..

Sorry Zhigoon

2006-06-27T08:21:00.000-07:00

To Goon:
Sorry, for making you cry!
I know you're worried of me
Sorry for making you wait for soooo long!
Ahhhhhh... )':
I promised not to make you worry again<3
GOU GOU SHOU !!

So yeh, i was sick today ):
Didnt go to school, i miss school!
Seriously, i was sleeping the whole day..
Nothing else.

Im doing my art homework now!
Hehe, digital art.

Tag Replies

Nicole: Oh! I think i'll try to make it for your birthday party! Cant wait to go to your party! :D:D

Demas: Thanks :D:D

Xinyi: You're slow eh! Forgot you're BEN NU REN! Hehe :D:D

Grace: Ahhhh! Grace, stay cheerful okays? When you're down, there's always friends around you to cheer you up! & my hair really like da bian lorz.. Argh.! Nvm, hair will grow isn't it? My blogskin acc. PHYL12 !!! My skins suck, not nice!

LUUrve: Hehe, okays :]]

Glynis ♥: Hehe, thank you thank you :]] My blogskins ain't nice!! But seriously, i love your skins more! Thanks sweeetie :D:D

Camelia: Camelia!! I miss talking to you on msn!! wo ai ni cutie :]] Anyway i got link you ma!! Really?! Stay prettaye :D:D

Hui Jin: Hahas, i wont get addicted to maple de la! Hehe, im going to school tmr! Yeahhhhhh :]] I MISS YOU

Rainer: Yeahhhhh, dont try to act gay too :p Eiyer! CHEER UP :]]

Wan Ting: Okays okays :]] I totally agree with you! Hehe, add me in maple okays?

Zhi Goon: SORRY EH!! Im sorry to make you cry, gou gou shou okays? :D:D I<3YOU!

Xin Yee: Oh okays :]] I will, you cheer up too okays?

Finally.
Im going to sleep..
:]]

First day of school

2006-06-26T07:11:00.000-07:00

First day of school was like da bian la..
School sucks for today!
Except after school :]]

Played netball with Xinyee & Sharlyn :D:D
Yeah, its been a long time since ive touched netball eh?
Suddenly those feelings return!!
We talked and played alot.. Everything seems to like last time..
Really had fun just now la :]]

Then cabbed to Lot1 with Zhi Goon
Lunched at mac and did homework!
She finally did her homework under my supervision lorz
Then do 1 question, rest 5 mins! OMGGGGGG :x
But finally she did her homework, feel sooo happy for her :]]
I LOVE WRITING LETTERS TO HER<3

TIRED.

Drifting away

2006-06-25T09:09:00.000-07:00

I dont feel like blogging much today...
Played badminton & basketball with Kian Hwee, Rainer and Siang Lian :]]
Hehe, badminton is niceeeee eh! I thrashed them :D:D
But basketball.. Im like so eh... violent?!

Bused to Lot1 to eat lunch, then proceed on with homework!
Went to arcade play street basketball and all
Then headed home :
Im like damn tired now la..
Chiong-ing homework and all! :x
And i seems to be wondering and thinking alot..
Suddenly i feel that..
Nothing.

It has been a period since tears rolled down my cheeks
I dont know when will my tears drop
But i know soon, it will..
Bcus..

Im sure that we're drifting away..
Just like how the river flows!

NO FACE TO GO SCHOOL TMR!
AHHHHHHH... MY HAIR IS SUPERDUPER UGLY!

Shitz hair

2006-06-24T10:36:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGGGGGG, my hair now is like -.- da bian
Bcus of "ms. professional toh zhi goon" lorz!
She helped me do treatment for my hair tehn cut my fringe herself!
Eiyer, i really got nothing to say lorz!

Met up with Zhi Goon in the morning :]]
Cabbed to Lot1, withdraw money then went for lunch @ Food Culture!
We had spaghetti & mushroom soup! Damn yummy :D:D
Then trained to Queenstown MRT Station
Cabbed down to Queensway Shopping Centre, argh.!
Dont know what bus to take la! :
I think we've really bought alot today la!
I bought one top the same as Zhi Goon :D:D
Bcus of her, i sacrificed alot lorz, totally change my image!
Anyway, I bought 3 tops, 1 FBTshorts, 2 belts and earrings :D:D
Those 2 belts are the same as Zhi Goon!!!

Yeah, i sweared those tops are damn nice laaa! :D:D
Then cabbed back to Queenstown MRT Station
We saw a butch laaaa.. Idiot!!
Trained back to Lot1, cabbed down to Teckwhye to cut hair!

Im gonna buy that heels.. Damn nice!!
Hehe, Zhi Goon says it looks nice on me :D:D
And that white sandals.. Cool babe!!

Bused back to Zhi Goon's house and she did hair treatment for me!
Walao :\ She called herself profesional lorz
And she cut my fringe for me till like now -.-
KUKU HEAD LORZ.. I have to clip up my fringe now :
Yeah, slept awhile then dined with her family @ Techwhye..
Ate alot, damn lot!! Her family is damn niceeee :D:D
Im called PhyllisToh now, whees :]]
Sang songs in her dad's car!<3
WO AI NI, TOH ZHI GOON

Get to know some who's cute and chio!
Camelia, Prettaye girl :]]
Stay sweet and cute eh!
She said i look like hamster & im cute too!
OMGGGGGGGG!

Okays :]]
I love today, bcus of Zhi Goon!
But i hate my fringe, also bcus of Zhi Goon!
But no matter what, I still love Zhi Goon..
<3

2006-06-23T11:47:00.000-07:00

Changed my blogskin again! :This time bcus of certain reasons!

To that anonymous who tagged my blog previously:
I never wanted to be like * & * okays?
Just bcus my blogskin is somehow like *?!
That's stupid lorz! My lifestyle & theirs is like totally different!
I played sports while they dont?
Don't just assume everybody wanna copy them la!

Okays :]] Met up with Zhi Goon in the morning
Cabbed to Choa Chu Kang Stadium to play badminton
Yehyeh with Wei Sheng, Chen Shyan & Shawn...
Argh.! Im lousy in badminton :\ I dont know how to start off.
End up Zhi Goon taught me how, so niceeee of her!

Then went to stadium to run 6km (15 rounds)!!
Damn tiring la.. First time run sooooo long eh ^^
In the long run, it is not the talent that matter, but the determination!

After that cabbed to Lot1 with Zhi Goon, Wei Sheng & Shawn :D:D
Had lunch @ Let's Eat!
We saw alot of our school teachers there la
And they were sitting infront of us, omgggggggg la!
Yummyyummuyummy :]]
Took neoprints then went to meet Hui Jin!

Yeh, waited for Xinyi to come then Zhi Goon and Xinyi left to cut hair
Did some homework with Hui Jin :D:D
Like sooo finally la.. Sch is reopening soon!!

Kian Hwee and Rainer came to meet us for dinner
Then went to Food Junction eat, bought honeyredtea then headed home!
:D:D

Ahhhhhhh...
Its 2.52am now! Im damn tired :Superduper tired!
Ohyeh, I finally decided to play Maple bcus of *!
Aha, nights<3

2006-06-22T10:13:00.000-07:00

Im having fever,cough and flu! )':
So sickening okays? I was unable to go for NPCC Training today
And somemore there's ROD today! I MISS MY NCOS<3
But no more muscle-aches for me :D:D

I hate to miss trainings!
Esp when these 3 days are very important to me eh!
Ahhhhhhh.. Damn sad kays? )':
I've never miss trainings sicne last yr
Argh.! Grrrrrrrrr...

There used to be these bestfriends, Wendy & Sheryl :D:D
They were very close to each other and share secrets between them
They did almost everything together
But one day after Sheryl knew her loved guy
She started to neglect Wendy and all and told her she had to accomp. her guy
Wendy was hurt by what Sheryl said!
Is that called "BESTFRIENDS" ? What are friends for?

Remember this:
No matter what happened, you will have to treasure your bestfriend/friends!
Your guy will leave you one day if he's not the right one for you
But your bestfriend/friends won't leave you alone
When you're sad, your bestfriend/friends will always be by your side
Please do not neglect your bestfriends even though you've met your guy!!

I've submitted a few skins today :]
Not very nice though!

http://www.blogskins.com/me/PHYL12

2006-06-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

/Edited.

NEW CHANGE OF BLOGSKIN!
I FIND THIS NICER THAN THE PREVIOUS ONE EH!<3

OFF TO POLISH BOOTS :D:D
SHINE BOOTS, PLEASE SHINE...

Im almost worn out today :\ I swear my arms freaking ache!!
It's been long since we really did have tough trainings eh!
Once in a blue moon, TOUGH NPCC TRAININGS! :D:D

Continued with rifle drills from yesterday..
And we dont know got punished from how many times?!
First, we got pumped bcus we didnt greet SIR!
Then, we got pumped bcus we walked on the parade ground!
Guys will have to hold the rifle above their hands at first:
Then one of us dropped the rifle on the ground and yeah..
All of us have to hold our rifles/bamboo sticks high above the head
Then run around the field, at all times arms have to be above head :OMGGGGGGGG, some couldn't stand it and fall out! Mostly guys..

I get so fed-up with my squad!
I really couldn't stand them, they were so fking uncooperative la
Esp yeah-you-know-who.. And i dont like ******* !!
He/She is damn rude and thinks so highly of him/herself :Im just wondering why cant they be more enthu!!

Nvm, one more day to survive! And its from 7.45am-6.30pm!!

Oh yeah, i vomited just now ):
We had water parade and were forced to finish 1.5L of water..
Yeah, so i finished drinking the whole bottle and puked!
And Sir said half is enough after ive alomst finished?!
Eiyer, it was so what the hell man?!

Waited for Hui Jin after her DMC
Then walked to Lot1 with Hui Jin and Ivan
Dined @ Food Junction :D:D Ban Mian
I had a bet with Ivan, damn funny! Eh, i won!!
Wei Ting and Clara came, ate and we left
Hui Jin and i went to walk around Lot1 and bought stuffs :D:D

Meanwhile, we chatted alot yeah? So long didnt have nice talk!
I LOVE BESTFRIEND<3 Dont think too much yeah? You're not *! I SWEAR!

Tag Replies :D:D Sorry for the late reply!

Wailing > Yeah, I LOVE EAST COAST PARK TOO! Heard you all had en enjoyable class outing @ ECP yeah? I miss you Wong Wailing! Hmmmmm? Which song, english or?

Hui Jin > Yeah, CARS come out already, but i dont feel like watching it! Kinda of childish lorz and dont be so sensitive okays? <3

Rainer > Argh.! Im not short okays, is you're too tall! Abnormal:
Ivan > Eiyer, sorry!! *YOU KNOW*

Chien Siew > Hahas, you're slow! Cant find my tagboard!! Hehehe.

Jane Lee > Thanks, tkcare too! Cya when sch reopen (:

Wan Ting > Hehe, okays okays :D:D Tkcare and cya when sch reopen!

Ai Hua > Boo! You finally tag eh, I MISS YOU BADLY <3

Tan Jie Qi > Woohoos! Jieqi tag worz! *MIRACLE EH* Eh, dont flyyyy too high when i praised you lar! YOU'RE SO TALLLLLL EH! It's okay, i know you're busy!

Grace Yeoh > Yeah.. I know who you are!! I love reading your post too, Sweeeetie Ahhhhh! I will continue reading your post and you shall continue reading mine too :D:D

Sharlyn > Yeah, I MISS YOU! Tkcare during training too<3

2006-06-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

Muscle aches! Im suffering from muscle aches..
Npcc Training today was damn exhausting!!
First time training for 6hours pleaseeee! From 8.00am-1.30pm!

Early in the morning we got pumped by Mr Lim :Bcus of people who did not turn up for courses and all
Then we did physical trainings for rifles
Its kinda of tough eh! Then rifle drills..
Eiyer, its damn boring la, i keep yawning and my eyes bcome watery!

Learnt new drills today though kinda of tiring la
Okays, ive got to endure for another two more days before these ended!
Im really tiredtiredtired :
Shall keep my post short and sweet
That's what my dear TAN JIE QI commented, hehe :D:D
*See your name in caplock?

Yeah, so reply tags maybe tmr or so?
Im off to bed :D:D
- Yawns..

2006-06-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIAN HWEE :D:D
Celebrated Kian Hwee's birthday today!
Met Aihua, Kian Hwee and Rainer @ Lot1.
Then went to Kbox and singsingsing! K-Lunch was quite niceee(:
Yeps, i love the song "Yue Ding" by Guang Liang, so touching!
Especially the MV, lameeee Ai Hua watched 3/4 times?!
Then me and Kian Hwee sneaked out to buy birthday present for him and Aihua!
Yeah, the one we owe Ai Hua:\ Bought two identical bags except for the colours
And bought another Nike Waterbottle for Aihua!
Bought Black Forest Cake and the manager send the cake in for us!
That cake was for Kian Hwee and Ai Hua, didnt manage to help her celebrate
She got so shocked :\ Now she knew why we insist on her to go eh!

Eh, i think some people mistook us as couple eh!
We're only buddies thats all! :D:D
And the water bottle isnt for me but for Ai Hua instead
I smashed the cake on Kian Hwee and in the end we messed up the room
Cakes all over the room, floor, table, and even walls?
Kian Hwee went to climb the chairs to clean the wall!
Then we "gang-rape" him and Rainer! Laugh like hell la :D:D
Stupid Kian Hwee wanted to take revenge and intend to throw cake at me
I ended up running to the toilet bare-footed eh! -.-

Yeah, sang alot of songs la! Lian Ai Pin Lu, Yue Ding, Cao Cao..
After that went arcade! Damn long never go arcade..
Played the throw balls into Kangaroo, we played cheat!
And Jackpot thing, super funnn!
In the end we changed 4 black pig (: CUTEEEEE!
Then played Sreet Basketball, wooooots ~
Tan Kian Hwee, my accuracy quite good de hor..
Halfway, Ai Hua left! She had to meet her parents

Then took neoprints, quite niceeeee :D:D
But nothing to write eh!
SORRY HUI JIN!! Didnt know you waited for sooooo long eh!
Too bad you cant play with us cus you wore sch tee ><"

Then went SakaeSushi eat buffet, Amos came to join us!
Wa, the meal is damnnnnn FULL lor!
And i think we malu-ed ourselves alot eh, esp *ahemahem*
We cant finish the food, but no food wastage, so no choice!

After that went to play arcade again, Street Basketball again!
I think ive spent alomst 4 hours in arcade today
And mostly on Street Basketball<3
But played till my leg damn numb bcus i had to tiptoe! **TOO SHORT**

Yeah, after that rushed to buy Sweet Talk as our movie starting soon!
We took the lift till 1st floor and it went up to 6th floor
Ended up we had to go down to B1 again!
Bought Honey Red Tea and rushed for "Garfield" :D:D

Blah, it wasn't that niceeeee eh! But some parts kinda of funny!
But it was damnn cold till we were all shivering
Hahas, my handphone keep vibrating bcus of messages
And Kian Hwee was damn fed-up! I put my handphone in his bag!
Oh yah, so i went to toilet and when i go back
I couldnt find my seats! Wa, damn paiseh lor! :\:After that went walked around Lot1 then headed home :D:D

It's a lovely day today<3
Enjoyable and fun :D:D

To Kian Hwee:
Hope you really enjoy your birthday!
Yeh, its really a great pleasure knowing you since last yr
Though we dont know each other well last yr
But we seems to be closer alot now yeah?
When im sad, you'll never fail to cheer me up
With all your stupid jokes and guailan-ing me la!
Really enjoyed the times we had tgt, playing and studying!
I never fail to box/slap your face when i see you last time
But nowadays never le okays :D:D
Im touched that you actually bother to call me no matter how tired you are!
Aha, today is really damn fun!<3
Lets hope we acn be friends forever eh!
After exams lets go to our hangouts, Macdonald and all
Play Street Basketball again eh!
Stay cheerful and grow *taller*!
YOU ROCK :D:D

Okays :D:D
I must declare that my skin is thicker than Jie Qi!
Bcus i lose to her eh!
And Jie Qi FLYYYYYY bcus i praised her fot the first time!
And she claimed that she grew TALLER eh!
Lols!

Yeah, that's all for today!
<3

2006-06-18T10:37:00.000-07:00

I feel so sorry towards Anna<3
I made her wait for me for 4 hours when she's damn tired!
Ahhhhhh, sorrysorrysorry )':
Yeh, indeed i've break your record!
Thanks for telling me sooo much on the mrt :D:D
You're missed by me alot now..

I've just submitted 2 blogskins :D:D
Yeh, I created a blogskin account, whees!

http://blogskins.com/info/95960
http://blogskins.com/info/95959

Anyway, its 1.32am now > 19 June!!

Create your own message at BlingyBlob.com

I called him to wish him happy bday and sang him a bday song
See, so niceeeee of me! :D:D

Guess what?! I've just received an SMS from Mr.Ong
Our team has been short-listed for the next round for IPW!
OMGGGGGGGG, i dont want la!:Its damn stupid okays? I feel like rejecting it but..
Eiyer, its kinda of affect my studies alot!
There's a meeting tmr, guess im not unable to go for it eh!

I MISS TOH ZHI GOON<3

2006-06-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

New blogskin :D
Ahhhhhh, i slept 17 hours today eh
I dont feel like waking up:
Actually meeting Zhi goon for shopping
But yeah, both of us were damn tired, so didnt go la
One more week school reopen!
OMGGGGGGGG, im dead meat! I havent finish homework eh

Okays :D:D
Im meeting Anna tmr<3
She said she's going to teach me how to do!
:>):>)

I feel that suddenly we have drifted apart
We're no longer as close as before already
I dont know what had happened
Maybe afterall you dont udnerstand me that well
I dont expect you to feel that
Just hope that time can turn back<3

2006-06-16T06:52:00.000-07:00

HELLOS :D:D
back to blog uh, im dan tired
woke up by wei hong's call and its was 8.00am
was supposed to meet zhi goon and him at 8.30am
so yeah i rushed and all then met them at 8.45am instead
aiya, i tend to overslept lately!

bused down to lotone, bought mac breakfast
then went to cck stadium to play badminton
actually i didnt wna play uh, i wanna go for running only
but yeah, it was raining damn heavily la
we dashed across the road and all and was totally wet!
argh.! the staircase is like waterfall la, water flowing down
then played badminton with zhi goon, wei hong, shawn and chen shyan!
kinda of funnnnn but i was damn tired eh!

lunched at food culture, vegterian spaghetti was okays :D:D
quite nice to eat la!
then went to zhi goon's hse, hehe(:
yeah, zhi goon told me something

goon: you know what, i dont drink milk
phy: how come?
goon: i everytime drink milk will vomit de! i dont drink milk!
phy: ohhhhhhh
goon: that time you bought me that wangwang? it was milk!
phy: uh, then how? you dont drink lei
goon: ya lah, but bcus you gave me and drank the whole can down!
phy: omgggggg, you drank it? eh, like i very touched lei
goon: arbo?

walau:\ she really make me so touched eh! she drank milk bcus of me!
ahhhhhhhhh, wo ai ni zhi goon!
yeah yeah, so i slept at her house and i overslept
was supposed to meet kian hwee at 2.40 for pool at palms garden
so yups! played at zhi goon house till 4.20 then rushed home change
we sangs songs tgt, i feel loved by zhi goon!
she sang "never had a dream come true" to me<3

then bused down to palms garden! argh, in the end i didnt play too!
then went down to south view bball court, bestfriend cant come!
she's having fever la!
eh, tkcare leisxz, i miss you alot!

then meet amos and they had match with others
yeah, so i sat there watch them play for 2 hours i think!
then dined at teckwhye there with kian hwee and rainer!
stupid tan kian hwee, damn disgusting eh!
spilled his drinks and made my slippers so sticky
had wonton mee and iced lemon tea! :D:D

then headed home la
something stupid happened all bcus of tan kian hwee!
yeah, shant elaborate:im like damn tired nw!

anyway, welcome anna back to singapore eh :D:D
yayyyyy, she bought choco for me from aus!
i miss you soooo<3

sometimes i do wonder what friends are for
i dont expect my friends to return me kindness
yeah, esp *!
but how come * just dont understand what i mean
i wonder alot nowadays..

Never had a dream come true
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

2006-06-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

im sooooo tired :damn tired, i slept at 5.00am yesterday
and woke up at 7.00am
grrrrrrr, im like almost late for npcc which starts at 7.30am!
luckily, i wasnt eh!

okays, i got grounded by sir today :bcus nizam relayed the wrong message to the guys
and told them to fall in at 8.30am
so its like only 2 guys when its 7.30am eh, jun guan and jabrian!
argh, and he questioned me and all -.-
after that asked jun guan and me to call the guys

yeah, so from 7.30am waited till 8.30am!
the bus-drvier was like so fed-up and pissed off that he drove off
he waited like for 1hour, so sorry to that uncle eh!
so bus company send another bus down to fetch us to sengkang!

omgggggggg, the course is like so damn boring can
but some parts are interesting!
and guess what, we are the only school which is late for 1hr
so damn paiseh la :we had lecture, watch videos, lecture, watch videos!
then lunch :D:D i was damn hungry laaaa, no breakfast for me eh

but lunch is so yuckyyuckyyucky!
the veggie looks so not fresh eh, then the rice soooo hard!
but i still finish them laaa, no choice im super hungry
i cant survive without food eh:
so had shitsxz anti-drugs courses and blah..
and we did role play, somehow like skit eh
to relay the message about anti-drug abuse la:jun guan acted till damn funny eh, *mr&mrstan!
i keep laughing and teasing him

so 4 groups' performance were outstanding
and were given a bag, quite nice though but i dont like the logo
so idiot cansxz -.- !

we got dismissed at around 5 then dined at compass point
yeah ate with siyun, junguan, nizam, shafiq, jauhari and luqemann!
coolsxz eh, first time ate dinner with them
feel that im actually much closer to them alr, yeah but not used to it
nvm(: take my time eh!

trained back and meet zhigoon and meijin at admiralty!
went nightmarket walk!
its damn hotttttt cansxz, i was perspiring profusely eh!
zhigoon and i love eating magic ice-cream!!
yeah the one with flavours! niceeeeeee :D:D

i bought durians, otahs and ltos of food back for my family :D:D
yeahhhhhh, hope they enjoy the food ba!
:D:D:D

NIGHTSXZ.

2006-06-14T00:32:00.000-07:00

Personality Test

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 85%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

The five-question personality test

Here is the analysis:

1. Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.

2. You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
3. No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.

4. You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.

5. You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/
try them, i find some of the analysis quite true eh!
:D:D

ive been enjoying much in this school holidays
time flies so quickly eh, nw its the 3rd week on the holidays
omggggggg, ihavent finish my projects and all :i think im gonna start work nw!
after finishing homework then can enjoy myself more eh

its soooo boring staying at home lorsxz
yeahhhhhhh i woke up at around 2pm!
woke up by phone calls and all, dumb -.-
and now im sooo hungry
there's so nothing to eat at home lo!
gonna bug my mom to buy more food(:

most probably i'll be staying at home today
so boring cansxz, homework and homework!

okays okays :D:D
i shall blog tonight, get on with my life nw
anyway, i find this blogskin kinda of niceeeeeeee!
lazy to make blogskins for myself eh
shall use this for the time being, hehe

BYESXZ.

2006-06-13T10:07:00.000-07:00

Personality Tests

The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your style

Although to the untrained eye you may seem like a plain dresser who avoids trends, you actually wear carefully designed accessories and clothes that emphasize your uniqueness. You value your freedom and have an artistic mind. You are neither aggressive nor timid, but you believe in yourself.

What your nightclothes reveal

're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.

What others see from your ties

You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.

What others see from your belts

You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle.

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings

You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

2006-06-12T10:39:00.000-07:00

GAHGAHGAH, im crazy :D:D
i love today alots<3
went to bpp mac to study, or rather do homework
blah i was lateeeeee!

kianhwee and rainer reached first
had lunch then study
but it seems like we didnt study much yeh?
all the while we were playing
spraying water with my waterbottle and all
bestfriend and girlfriend came after that<3
woohoos, hui jin and aihua :D:D

heh, its indeed fun eh
but kinda of feel sorry for rainer
he was like damn wet eh!
he went to the toilet to dry himself

someone: hah? outside raining heavily eh?
rainer: ya lor! -.-
someone: (walks out and look outside then turn back ?!)
rainer: ehhhhhhh...

damn funny lorsxz
after that kianhwee was wet too
he gt caned by aihua with the stick -.-
and gt hammered on his head by the mac balloons
rainer too! i didnt know aihua was so *AHEM* :
then bused home @ around 7plus!
yeahhhhhh thanks kianhwee for waiting for the bus for me!
aha, lovely day<3

okayyyyys, yesterday's psot nw :D:D

so i met up with ivan, jimson, weihong and weipeng!
lunched tgt @ food junc.
i super duper love eating ban mian now :D:D
yeahhhhhh talked alot abt world cup eh ^^
bets and all, super funny and lameeee!
but i seems not to understand some :alien language eh

jimson did something damn stupid
he went to take the big $50 signboard and walked around
after that he went to sg pools outside
he intended to use that signboard to buy 4D
damn funny lor, we all keep laughing away(:
then he asked weihong to hold
then pple inside foodcourt turned to look at him
he damn embarrassed la:
and up we were all laughing away
hahahahahas :D:D its really damn funny eh!
then jimson went off to meet *
so we decided to walk around lotone

went to giordana
actually wanna get tops from there
but after that decided not, next time maybe
weipeng is super lameeeeeee:he wanna get that cars red tee from hangten!
and keep bugging us to buy with him, lolsxz
then yeah just shopped around la
but nothing to shop too, lotone is soooo damn boring!

went mac to talk :D:D
yeahhhhh guys talking abt world cup again!
guy's matter eh! -.-
saw BESTFRIENDS :D:D
hui jin and crystal, and i dash out straightaway!
i was soooo excited to see them la<3

went back to mac to continue
then after that kelvin cameeee, and the chat goes on
walked home with weihong and kelvin :D:D
heh, then met zhigoon for dinner at sunshine place
we ate ice-cream<3
ahhhhh, i loves the cherries on top of it!

but then she seems so tired and moody eh
guess what, after i send her home at sunshine place there
i went to buy kinderbrueno and wangwang for her
i wrote her a card, asked her to cheer up eh!
then i went to her house and put at her doorstep

she was like so touched when she called me
OMGGGGGGGG, i love tohzhigoon<3
i wouldnt leave her alone, for now and forever!

:D:D

2006-06-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

SIGENYECAO<3
loveeeeees, they are my sweethearts :D:D
i swear i love them like hell

was supposed to meet zhigoon 10.30Am @ her house
in the i overslept eh and woke up late -.-

goon: walao, you still sleeping ah?
phy: yeah, why?
goon: you know now what time alr anot?
phy: what time?
goon: 10.45AM!! very early hor?
phy: sorry sorry, i now go bathe!!

lolsxz, zhigoon damn funny eh!
she was so excited tht she woke up so early and wait
and all of us were late:
so i went to her house there meet her
then we cabbed down to lotone:saw meijin sitting there so siansxz
then waited for xinyi to come!
then trained down to tanahmerah i think -.-

on the way we keep guai lan zhigoon
then she damn funny la!
we say she wna go bugis instead bcus * heh
then she keep thinking that we take wrong train!

mj: you bring so big bag for what?
goon: you know what inside anot? FIRST-AID KIT eh!
mj: you bring for what?
goon: dont know who nvr cycle before, scared later fall dwn
mj: -.- okok! i soooo touched lo!
goon: then another one scared insect, so i bring insect repellant!

damn funny la, zhigoon damn sweeeet :D:D

bused down to changi village
so we pass by alot of condos and house,
andddd yeah changi prison!

goon: eh, you all dont keep talking lei, choose our future hse!
mj: how come changi prison so big?
goon: see, singapore so many law-offenders! :
went to changi village had lunch
zhigoon and i had goreng pisang, that banana thing!
damn niceeeeeeee okays :D:D
we bought 4 goreng pisang each
then eat halfway got birdshit drop down
then xinyi's food and zhigoon's hand *lucky*
they keep screaming :then xinyi dont want eat liao

then zhigoon and i went to buy goreng pisang again
suddenly it started pouring eh! -.- damn suey
so we walked pass someone who is singing on the street
then we gave him donation

mj: eh, you know why i give donation anot?
us: why?
mj: bcus i do good deed later heaven will bless us dont rain
us: where gt?!
goon: i think rain heavier now lo! -.-

then we ran all the way to the harbour there
end up we are wet eh!
then got on the boat and off to

PULAU UBIN :D:D:D

ended up in rain so damn heavily
its really raining cats and dogs :\ grrrrrr.!
imagine when we got out from the boat to the shelter
only like 3m away? we were so damn wet!
wet all the way from head to toes okayyyyy
the wind is so damnnnn strong!
nice uncle lend us a big umbrella
but it nearly flew away! bcus xinyi *too strong* :super coldddd and we were all shivering

zhigoon is damn sweeeeeet eh!
she gave me her half-jacket to wear
and meijin was very cold
so she hugged her!
omgggggggg, then we hugged tgt!

after that went to restaurant to have our lunch
the fried rice is damn *niceeee* lo, salty:then we chatted alot there
sit there like for almost 2hours, took photos too!

we went to buy raincoat then rent bike :D:D
woohoos, finally i can cycle again, coolsxz eh!
zhigoon ride with meijin,
then xinyi and me ride our own bicycle
coolsxz eh, its damn niceee going down the slope
but super hard to go up the slope :argh.! in the end we have to push the bike!

after that we cycle through a disgusting path
zhigoon said that its so adventurous, pleaseeeeee...
mud all around, we nearly fell down:and we even step on the mud, so gross man!

after that when we wanna u-turn our bike
xinyi lost control and nearly *chiong* down the drain la
we so scared till we scream la!!
luckily she stopped @ the right time and fell sideway
if not she really *chionig* into the drain
omgggggg, she cried la!

her wounds were so damn -.-, gross!
we helped her to clean the wounds and all
she keep weeping, not cry eh!
we see le also heart-brokened eh!

after that went to change bike
i ride with meijin, zhigoon ride with xinyi
omggggg, its freaking damn hard la
my first time riding a two-person bike:
mj: wa, you gave your first time to me eh!
phy: ya la, see you so honoured :D:D

yeahhhh but we had a hard time cycling after that
then walked pass some bangla or what la
then keep guai lan us, then we not happy guai lan back!
zhigoon super funny la(:

after that went to return bike @ 5plus
washed our leg, its mdan disgusting okayyyy
mud all over and xinyi's hair got mud too
even her pants and shirt also have

then take photo at the jetty, coolsxz!
its damn niceeeee :D:D
then then took the boat back
went back to the hawker centre buy goreng pisang
i think we've ate 7 goreng pisang today:but its damnnn niceeeee to eat :D:D

bused back to tanah merah interchange
stupid bus driver, insist to see our exlink card
when zhigoon and i dont even have one
stupid! he still want us to put 90cents eh

on the bus, there's this tikopeh bangla!
he keep turning behind to look at us la
then we alll wear tanktop and spaghetti ma
he keep turning behind to look

mj: *AHEM* (very loud)
goon: sorry eh, my friend got sore throat!
mj: eh, we one, two, three diao him a la
goon: ya la, see if still dare to look!

after that we deliberately on our music loud
just to spike that tikopeh:
goon: eh, i think we overshot lei! where are we now?
bangla: bedok!
goon: hah?! we are supposed to alight at tanah merah

we all quickly alighted and we seems to get lost
so we walked to a bus-stop then cabbed down to bedok
trained back to jurong east!
so we had heart-to-heart talk on the way back
its damn touching and sweeeeet la, xinyi cried eh!
yeahhhhh sigenyecao will always be tgt!

zhigoon and me accompanied meijin to admiralty
then we trained back to choachukang
its quite late alr, 8plus!
she's damnn touched lorsxz

then zhigoon and me walked home tgt
we talked alot la
i think zhigoon is the only one who really understand me
ohyeh i gave her the card i drew for her
she's like omggggggg, touched eh!
then she went sunshine palce buy maple cashcard
then headed home
its really niceeee and we have fun walking home tgt

yeahyeahyeah
my exciting and fun day :D:D
sigenyecao, loveeeeeees<3
coolsxz but i dont wna go pulau ubin again!
so damn dirty and gross la!

im looking forward to tmr eh!
goodnights :D:D

Shrugs

2006-06-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

ivan taught me a new word today(:
okays okays :D:D
he is niceeee, my good friend
i will never forget him!
so now i owe him 2 bubbletea, bcus i lost to him
:\:\:
i didnt sleep the whole night yesterday
yeah couldnt get into sleep:talked to jimson online till 7
then meddle with blogskins and stuffs
talked to demas online, then went to sleep @ 9.30AM

its a niceeee sleep :D:D:D
woke up @ 2 to buy lunch
eh, i love eating xiao guo mian now
helped wailing with her blogskin too(:

talked to ivan too :D:D
yeahyeah, we're good friends forever!

then had ban mian for dinner!
daddy bought for me<3

ohyeh im looking forward to tmr!
im going cycling :D:D coolsxz
i wna cycle and rollerblade!!!
crystal, you hear me?
aha, guess im really addicted to it<3

sooooo ive finally understand something
yeh confusing matters though:we should really treasure our friends around us
dont take them for granted
treasure your loved ones, and those who loves you
:D:D:D

ahhhhhh i tend to think alot nowadays
i realised that ive changed alot la
im no longer as hyper-active as i used to be
and ive become very sensitive
mostly to friendship problems maybe?
eh, i really dont know
i dont like the way i am now:everything starts to change eversince ______.

how i wish i can return to the past
how i wish i can turn the clock back
yeahhhhh stupid "wish" eh
its impossible, so what for think of it?
im trying hard to let go:\

LET GO, LET GO, LET GO ...

2006-06-09T11:19:00.000-07:00

okayys some quiz before i go to sleep :D:D

about me
name: phyllis ng kaili
gender: girl, duh?
age: 14
status: single, but unavailable!
height: 163cm
hair colour: black brooown
eye colour: black
your location: choachukang?
fears: jealousy & hates

have you ever
peed your pants: lolsxz, when i was small?
cheated on someone: yeahhhhh
fallen off the bed: yes!
fallen for a relative: ewwwww, no!
had plastic surgery: nopeees!
broke someone's heart: yes?
had your heart broken: a little bit!
had a dream come true: yups!
done something you regret: yehhhhh, my life's full of regrets!
cheated on a test: yeahhhhh!
been raped: OMGGGGG, worst fear!
broken a body part: no!

currently
wearing: green shirt + FBTS?
listening to: around the corner of your eyes :D:D
chewing: nothing
feeling: lovely and niceeee :D:D
reading: this quiz
located: in my room!
chatting with: no one!
watching: my computer screen?
should really be: sleeping

do you
brush your teeth: before sleep & after waking up?
like anybody: for now, nooooo!
have any piercings: yeahhh :D:D
drive: nopeees!
believe in Santa Claus: in a manner of speaking(:
ever get off the computer: ehhhh?

friends
who is your best: goh hui jin, crystal tay, chan kai jun :D:D
who is the loudest: lim weiting!!
who is the shyest: keith chua!
who is the 'hottest': cjane
who is the cutest: errrrr, sharlyn?
who laughs the most: lim weiting!
who have you known the longest: chan kai jun, 7yrs of friendship!
who have you known the shortest: ehhhhh, dont know!
do you belong to a crew: noooo
do you hang out with the opposite sex: yes
do you consider yourself popular: dont really care
do you trust your friends: yes!
are you a good friend: i hope so
can you keep a secret: ehhhh, ask my friends?

the last person
hugged: mommy
talked to on the phone: rainer?
yelled at: tankianhwee?
fell in love with: *
tripped: ehhh, forgotten!
turned down: dont know -.-

personal
what is your ambition: CID, counsellor, wedding planner?
what was the worst day of your life: i quitted netball!
what is your most embarrassing story: ehhhhh, -.-
what has been the best day of your life: 01/04/2006 & 02-04/2006
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush: nooooo
if you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them: on my hand
what do you usually think before you go to bed: what time to wake up tmr?

do you
like to give hugs: yeahhhh!
like to walk in the rain: sometimes?
sleep with or without clothes on: with of cus *duh!*
prefer black or blue pens: black
dress up on Halloween: in my head!
have a job: i wish :D:D
like to travel: OMGGG, i love!
like someone: BESTFRIENDS, Sigenyecao, Bpnetballers, Buddies?
sleep on your side, tummy or back: side
think you're attractive: nopeees!
want to marry: eh, see first!
have a goldfish: used to!
ever have the falling dream: i think so -.-
have stuffed animals: whats that?
go on vacation: yeahhh!

my dream guy
must be taller than me, of cus!
ehhhhh, good-looking but not too handsome
niceeeee, caring, sweet, romantic?
sporty and career-minded, yet will not neglect me!
love me lots&lots, just like zengtu/hanzhe loves xiyi :D:D
not ahbeng type, yet not nerdy types :alot la!

*but i dont plan to get into relationship for now :D:D
maybe after i graduate?!

okays, im off to bed alr(:
its 2.49AM now!!

2006-06-09T10:33:00.000-07:00

yeahhhhhh im a retard:okays, kian hwee is damn niceeeee :D:D
except that he calls me pig, dog, sleeping beauty/ugly, retard!
so he explained * to me bcus it was bothering me
he told me not to think too much bcus it wasnt my fault
but i just feel so guilty la
so he talked to me for 1hr plus though he was damn tired
he tried his best to explain and cheer me up
but im sorry to yell at him la -.-

bestfriend and demas helped me too(:
yeahhhhh so i know what to do alr
anddddd * knows what to do too :p
i just feel so guilty and bad la

OMGGGGGGGGG, i love them :D:D
thanks for cheering me up
oh yeh, ivan too(:
though he didnt know what happen
but he asked me to cheer up!!

:D:D

ohyeh some people are just so copycats!
just trying to act sisterly love only (?!)
yeahhhhh so we had sigenyecao<3
and not long ago * had *!

fine! its okay(:
but then recently it was sigenyecao's 2nd month(:
so we said HAPPY 2ND MONTH =D
and * copied us and said HAPPY EARLY *!
it was almost the same day la:anddddd when that day havent even reach
what for say early?! dumbo.

brother is back from malaysia(:
yeahhhhh i miss him this few days when he was not around
nobody to quarrel with me and bicker with me la!
he bought me alot of bubblegums :D:D
i love my brother!

yeahhhhh so i wanna go town(:
im waiting for bestfriend to be free!
ive got alot of things to buy!
im sucha spendthrift -.-
should learn to save up and spend lesser :D:D

its 1.49AM now
goodnights
its a lovely day today<3

2006-06-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

yeahhhh suddenly i soooo miss netball trg<3
i feel like going back to school to watch them train tmr eh!
seriously, i feel like joining them in trg :x
nvm, dont talk abt things which is impossible!

argh, damn pissed off with npcc today
i couldnt go for it bcus my brother was alone at all and yeps
so i messaged nizam to tell him then he said okay
but after that realised that only 8 people turn up!
eh, squad of 41people, only 8 turn up:so no choice i went down to help out!

some shitsxz reasons they gave me, pleaseeeeee!
damn angry with them, but nvm(: since its over now
so we couldnt think of anything to perform
sat there for 1hr for nothing
nizam is great :D:D
he went for meeting though he had fever!
then he was shivering @ the bus-stop when it was pouring
eh, so niceeeee of him :D:D

so nizam, keith, renjie and me ran in the rain
yeh just to cross the road to get to the bus-stop(:
waited for bestfriend to come out from sch
then board the bus with her(:
yeah i saw joanna, she intend to pinch me and i screamed
so damn paiseh :x

lunched @ mac again :D:D
did homework there till 4plus
that was 3-4 hrs eh?
demas came after that and we crapped alot!

ohyeah i saw tanjieqi<3
she was beside my table, hahasxz

i drew some cards @ mac just nw :D:D
i find it damn nice, or maybe cute!
lala, i love drawing cards(:

had sushi for dinner :D:D
ahhhhhhhh, i miss eating sushi!
yumyumyum(:

3 of us played the frog game again!
yeahhhhh i lost once and demas lost once too
luckily there wasnt any punishment :x
then we had heart-to-heart talk :D:D
anddddd im glad that we did enjoy ourselves yeah
ding lu ren -.-

i can read demas' mind(:
its true, everytime he wanted to say something
i helped him say and he was shocked then i know!
he dont wanna tell me something
but i can guess what it is on his mind

i dont wanna go for bukitview tutoring tmr
bestfriend ain't going and im left alone
shitsxz, i cant find anyone to replace me
pleaseeeee, some kind-hearted please help me!

love is the desire to witness the loved one being happy
love doesnt necessarily mean being together literally

i feel damn guilty towards ______.
though it isn't my fault la
but aiya, i just dont know la!

goodnights<3

2006-06-07T09:58:00.000-07:00

IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY :D:D
let me be happy now, and forever!

was supposed to meet hui jin and demas to mug homework @ 9am
but in the end i was late for 1hr plus (?!)
im sorry, demas:hui jin came @ almost 12noon!

so i did mug my homework(:
yepyepyep i did maths homework!
first time i love doing maths homework
anddddd i even find them easy hah :D:D

phyl: hey, i find them easy to do!
demas: omgggg, you havent said that for 2yrs?!
phyl: diaosxz! -.-

i think i had great fun mugging homework yeah?
just that when i really wanna study
both of them aint in the mood of studying
they keep wanting to go home la!
so no choice! -.-

im determined to work very hard for end-of-years exams!
but i hate going triple science class :x
dont ever ask me to go triple science class:(like as if i can get in, hah!)

anyway, i think ive sort things out with BESTFRIEND!
im damn happy, and i kept smiling to myself today(:
sweeet smile for myself bcus im happy :D:D
ive spend an hour typing that email to her
im glad she understands what i mean

yeahyeah dont break our promise, our future :D:D
i love you, gohhuijin<3

guess what?
i really really miss SIGENYECAO!
it doesnt matter where we are going
as long as we're tgt!! ^^

thats what meijin and me wanted to tell each other!
andddd seriously, im very sorry to them
though we were sisters
but i didnt rly spend time with them
i didnt rly join them for some outings:
andddd shameful to say :x
i didnt know xinyi's handphone number till iceskating day!
i wanted to message to tell her tkcare on the way back(:
then i realised i didnt know her handphone number!
so sorry, sisters :x
i promised from now onwards
i will spend more time with you all okayyyyys :D:D

crystal, i really miss cycling and rollerblading :\:ahhhhhhhhh, i wanna go back eastcoastpark!!

MEMORIES :D:D

i love BESTFRIENDS :D:D
i love SIGENYECAO(:
i miss BUDDIES!! :\

2006-06-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

/edited.

i suddenly miss sigenyecao!
especially zhigoon :x
im like missing alot of people can?

TAN WAN YING :D:D
I MISS YOU(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

goodnights.

okayyyyyys :D:D
im waiting for 12am sharp!
im gonna wish wanying happy birthday(:

ohyeh, i dont know why
i just hate people typing like this-

tHiS kInDa Of TyPiNg Is SiCkeNiNg PlEaSe (?!)
euu, uooh, miie, moii, tiish, whhatt tthe hhell mann (?!)

damn irritating! -.-
trying to act chio or what?!
pleaseeeee its damn disgusting, ohmine!
(i dont mean to offend anyone, im sorry!)

okays :D:D
its now 12.03AM!
ive send wanying a sms to wish her happy birthday(:

so i was chatting with crystal on msn just now(:
i told her that i wanna go eastcoastpark again
i wanna go cycling and rollerblading :D:D
she said that im addicted to cycling and rollerblading!

eastcoastpark<3

2006-06-06T03:37:00.000-07:00

trip to eastcoastpark was kinda of fun yeahhhhh
successful class outing(:
except that i was damn tired:
i didnt slept the whole night on sunday
and was suppose to meet demas and huijin at 6.45am
in the end both were late
anddd i have to morning call demas:ohyeh i met wanting and cjaneee
so we had breakfast together(:

and i hate morning bus -.-
its damn crowded, packed and slow!
and i have to hold those heavy stuffs yesterday
so damn paiseh:
trained down to bedok mrt station
and take bus 197 to parkway and walked there

heh, * and * looks kinda sweeeet like couple!
OMGGGGG, too bad they aint la but they're sweet(:
hongxun came for classouting, i miss him alot

i love cycling and rollerblading with crystal(:
i miss the times we had together yesterday

cycling from one end to the other end
heart-to-heart chatting while cycling
sitting at the jetty enjoying the cool breeze
rollerblading and falling on our butt together
sitting on the rocks, singing songs (:
let's go back to eastcoastpark again okays
i had great and fun times with you yesterday

everything was kinda of fun at eastcoastpark
but im really tired -.-
trained back with kai jun, aihua and joyce(:
aihua is niceeeee to wait for me while im bathing!
and we sat down on the train yesterday, coolsxz
and i fell asleep, i was really tireddddd:
eastcoastpark reminds me of netball(:
my first netball outing :D:D

BYESXZ.

2006-06-04T11:12:00.000-07:00

talked to jimson on the phone just now
i think we have sort out all the misunderstandings:ohyeh im just being childish la
i really didnt know what to do that time
so now ive decided not to bother about it anymore(:

WE'RE STILL GOOD FRIENDS LIKE BEFORE!

thanks for bugging me and asking me to say :D:D
if not things between us will become more worst
lets just maintain our friendship like this

:D:D:D

*, im sorry:\
i dont wanna see you stress and sad
i wanna you be happy
just let me be selfish once
i really dont wanna to start all over again
im tired, seriously tired
forget me, forget me
i believe that there'll be others better than me
im truly sorry):
i dont love you anymore

why did two lovers
end up like strangers
when did we stop seeing eye to eye

2006-06-04T06:08:00.000-07:00

HUASONG MUSUEM :D:D
oh yeahhhhh its a niceeee place to visit
and maybe to learn more about china's history
visit that place today with Hui Jin!
for that bothersome chinese project, pleaseeeee?

met her at Choachukang MRT Station at 10.40am
yeh i was late for lamost 20 mins la:\ so sorry!
went around calling people borrowing camera:i dont know where did my camera went!
it went missing in my house:
so in the end borrowed from Demas :D:D
he's like soooo damn nice to lend us and even help us charge!
first time in history he became so nice, lolsxz
but had to wait for him for 1hour to charge:
so we went to the library!
OMGGGGGG, i damn love those books okays
i loveeeeee flipping through those books about craftwork
so niceeee and prettaye(:

then went to popular to look for books
didnt find any which i like actually
then went to yew tee mac to wait for demas(:
had my lunch there too!
ohhhh i think im always having fastfood these few days

then bused to harparvilla(?!)
long journey trip and the bus is damn warm
ohyeh i saw joel lim, our IPW video instructor :D:D
he waved to us and i was like soooo shocked to see him la!

the guy who guided and toured us around was damn nice!
he's quite young i think(: but he was damn patient can
cus we were like copying notes for like damn long
and he waited for us and explained so many things to me(:
he even helped me take photos
see how nice he is :D:D

i decorated and drew on the guestbook(:
and he went laughing away :x
lolsxz just being lameeee and stupid only heh
i even drew cartoon characters on it

went to the canteen and played with the softtoy machine:wanted to catch that winniethepooh but failed
played 4 times and wasted 4bucks:bought tidbits and ice-creams and ate them on the bus

hui jin and i had great talk on the bus yeahhhhh?
we were like talking about our future
gahgahgah we promised to stay beside each other next time(:
damn interesting la!
and she wanted to be my child bcus she said its very fortunate :D:D
saw benjamin on the bus too(:

met Demas at food junction and had dinner!
he got a new handphone, damn chio lorsxz :D:D
then went to NTUC to buy stuffs for class outing tmr
ehhhhhh hui jin and i love playing escalators
we went up and down running around
yeahhhhh its fun hah

went home after that :D:D

ive just realised i got tagged by lots of people
blah i'll just do it, nvm(:

INSTRUCTIONS

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfectlover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

Gender: Guys, of course!

1. niceeee and sweet :D:D
2. humourous
3. sincere and true
4. a good listener and adviser
5. gentleman
6. one who can make decisions
7. faithful
8. loveeeee only me, of course!

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.
Dont read the below questions before you write!
Tag 5 people to do this survey :D:D

1. HuiJin
2. Crystal
3. KaiJun
4. AiHua
5. ChienSiew
6. Wanying
7. Jieqi
8. Weiting
9. Sharlyn
10. Clara
11. Xinyee
12. Keyi
13. Rainer
14. Demas
15. Kianhwee
16. Vivien
17. Ivan
18. Zhigoon
19. Meijin
20. Xinyi

How did you meet 14? - Demas
sec1 Orientation?
he was my classmate :D:D

What would you do if you never met 1? - HuiJin
ohhhh life for me would be damn boring
no one to accompany me here and there
no one to listen to me when im down
no one to share my happiness with

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? - Sharlyn and Xinyi
omggggg, no way!
xinyi has weipeng already
IMPOSSIBLE :
Did you ever like 19? - Meijin
yeahhhh she's my sister
sigenyecao, loveeees :D:D

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? - Wanying and Ivan
perhaps? i dont know:
Describe 3 - Kai Jun
she's my best friend since primarytwo?
yeahhhhh same class till now
she's prettaye, mature, bad-tempered, niceeeee and caring(:
ohhhh she's damn hardworking, not like me :x

Do you think 8 is attractive? - Weiting
oh yeahhhhh lim weiting!
she's attractive especially her smile!

Tell me something about 7 - Jieqi
she's short in height
but niceeeee and caring
damnnn lame
sporty and tanned
oh yeahhhh she has spiky hair which i like to play with

Do you know any of 12's family? - Keyi
nopeeees :D:D

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? -Xinyee
omgomgomg, i will just faint!
im not lesbian pleaseeee

What language does 15 speak? - Kianhwee
dog language, he's my dog :D:D
joking, chinese and english?

Who is 9 going out with? - Sharlyn
uhm dont know :
How old is 16 now? - Vivien
same age as me!

When was the last time you talked to 13? - Rainer
eh, i just talked to him a few hours ago?

Who's 2 favourite band/singer? - Crystal
she's crazy over huang zhiyang pleaseeee!
maybe jaychou, linjunjie andd wangleehom :D:D

Would you date 7? - Jieqi
she's niceeeee :D:D
but even if she wants me
i also dont want her!
im not les -.-

Is 15 single? - Kianhwee
oh yeahhhh my dog is single(:

What's 10's last name? - Clara
eh, i only know Clara Chong!

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
nonono! never pleaseeee :
What school does 3 go to?
Bpghs?
same class as me!

Where does 6 live?
bukitpanjang?

Whats your favourite thing about 5?
i guess comics and NETBALL :D:D

Have you seen no.1 naked?
Eh, pleaseeee of course not!

People I wanna tag to do this and the previous quiz:

1. Demas
2. Kai Jun
3. Hweetian
4. Aihua
5. Sharlyn

oh yeahhhh im ooking forward to tmr's class outing :D:D

what doesn't breaks you, makes you stronger

2006-06-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

its a boringgggg day
i stayed at home the whole day
except i went for jogging :D:D

i loveeeee reading lovestories :D:D

(a girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle!)

girl: slow down, im afraid!
guy: noooo, this is fun
girl: no, it's not,pleaseeee, its so scary
guy: then tell me you love me
girl: fine, i love you :D:D slow down pleaseeee
guy: now give me a BIG hug (girl hugs him)
guy: can you take off my helmet and put it on? its bugging me

in the paper the next day:

a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure
two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived
the truth was that halfway down the road
the guy realized that his breaks broke
but he didn't want to let the girl know
instead, he had her say she loved him
felt her hug one last time
then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die

OMGGGGGG, soooo damn touching! :D:D
oh yeahhhhh thats what true love means

im afraid of losing you guys
i dont want to feel lost again
its a painful feeling(:
i really treasure the times we had together
when we studied, played and all
i miss those times we had macdonald
i really wish to go back to those times
but is that still possible?
i dont know whats wrong between both of you
i wanna help you guys but i cant ):

as buddies and good friends, we grew up together
swearing to be friends forever and ever
sometimes we would argue and fight
other times we would laugh and stay up all night

we went from playing with games and toys,
to talking and dreaming about our future
my thoughts and feelings to you guys i would confide
never having anything to hide

friends we do remain
things changing, and things staying the same
to each other we still listen and share
about each other, we still care

i guess im kinda of selfish yeahhhhh
you guys have your own life too
your own friends, i have no right to bother your lifeeee
all i can do is to face my loneliness and all myself

GET ON WITH LIFE, PHYLLIS!!
wake up, wake up :D:D
goshhhh! be a strong girl, pleaseeeeee
dont ever drop your tears

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does this count as advertising for you, Demas?

2006-06-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

THE BENCHWARMERS(:
its damn niceeeeee :D:D
yeahhhhhhh i thought it wouldnt be that niceeee la!
OMGGGGGGG, but its kinda of *ahem ahem* :hehe gayness, idiotic!

so i met junguan at cck mrt control station at 9.30am
but he msged me that he will be a little late
so i set off at 9.30am
but it turned out that he reached on time:diaosxz -.-

i think he changed alot(:
he was kinda of patient waiting for me
and even ask me to take my time :D:D
ohhhhhhh if i was him in the past
he would have yelled and screamed:
trained to westmall
GREEN ADVENTURE SHOP(:
it turned out that its closed
it will only be open at 11.30am
so we had to wait for like 1hr plus:so went KFC to eat breakfast walked around westmall
oh yehhhhhhh went to arcade played daytona
kinda screwed up the game hahasxz(:

then went to MOS Burger to do abit of homework
till time was up then went to buy npcc stuffs(:
oh wowwwwww, the buttons were like damn expensive!
then trained back to lotone(:

watched benchwarmers(:
seriously, its quite niceeeeeeee hah :D:D
the whole cinema only have got 6 people pleaseeee
damn pathetic hah!:
then went to buy stuffs to make cards for ncos(:
went mac to do homework draw cards till 7 plus then went off
it was kinda funny la
he made me laugh the whole day
and i get to know his secrets :D:D

NICEEEEEEE DAY :D:D

there's just this connection binding those two,
and yet there's this wall separating them

2006-06-01T18:04:00.000-07:00

GOOOOOOD MORNING
yeahhhhhhh i love early morning<3
fresh air and hot sun and hair(:
gonna wake up early next time, i doubt i can:
i havent start on my homework yet
now working on geography projects, siansxz
goshhhhh, gonna mug my homework later
macdonald, here i come(:

oh yeh im going westmall to get npcc stuffs with junguan(:
he's my good friend yeahhhhh, eversince primarytwo
we always played together, go cycling and all :D:D
gahgahgah i miss those days la

PRIMARY SCHOOL GATHERING! :D:D

gonna catch a movie later too(:
then mug my homework
wowwwww, when did i become so hardworking?
lolsxz i suddenly miss schooling

somehow if it wasn't bcus of me
things wouldnt turn out like that yeahhhh
i'm sorry i really dont mean it

GOODBYE.

2006-06-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

helloooooooos i love dumplingsxz
i just had 3 yummy dumplings(:
oh yeh thats my dinner plus a cup of iced lemon tea
im damn tired after chalet & all
-yawnnnnns

UPDATES :D:D

wednesday 31.06.2006
i wanted to get a present for jeff and wanting
i walked the whole lotone but got nothing
i didnt know what to buy la:
in the end i got a converse tee for jeff
its damn nice i think, brown&yellow(:
kinda same as the one i had

then i walked again to get another present for wanting
yeps but i cant disclose what i got for wanting
shhhhhh its a secret :D:D

bused down to bukitbatok cdans(:
meet demas and jeff @ the gate and went to chalet
chalet is damn cool can but i had walk a long way
ren jie and weijie was there already

oh yeah so settled down and went to help to blow balloons
this time none of them burst like cheering comp that time(:
yeahhhhhhh i love colorful balloons!

OMGGGGGGG you know what?
i got scare off by jeff la
i was like talking to demas by his ears
then suddenly when i turn my head
jeff's head pop out there and i screamed:damn idiotic can, everybody was like looking at me for goodness sake

then i went up to watch tv and eateateat :D:D
i was damn hungry and kai jun, aihua and the rest have not reached
so watch dont know what movie was that:shiyuan, zhehao and keith came after that
and they went bowling at cdans starbowl

ohyeh i was the only one left
waited for the girls to come
and my honeyredtea, cheesecake and shihlin chicken(:
then we went to look for the guys at starbowl(:

i didnt play this time
kai jun, aihua, janelee and joyce bowled except for me:so i sat there with my fries and icedlemontea
oh yeh i had a great talk with aihua(:
havent seen her a long time already, i soooo miss can
benjamin gave us a BIG SURPRISE!

and we saw the volleyball girls.

went to laserquest to look for the guys as we thought they were there
ended up 5 of us bought something cool heh
yeah its damn cute(: that hp keychain!
i got the pink one at first but exchanged with kai jun for the green one(:
aihua got the glow-in-the-dark
kaijun and joyce got the pink one
and janelee got the blue one
yeah 5 same hp keychains, OMGGGGG so damn cute!

then aihua&me ran back to the chalet
yeahhh we were competing against each other
and i won!

demas, kaijun, jeff and me had a fun&nice chat in the room
we were like thinking of giving surprises to jeff, aha!
im always so playful like ever
the rest went down to help out to start the fire for bbq(:

kai jun and i stayed in the chalet to prepare water balloons
and she got me almost all wet, but we had fun in the toilet yeah
its been long since she&me had a nice chat(:
yeahhhh no matter what we are friends for the 7th year already
hope our friendship last and bestfriend we will still be(:

after that went down to blow candles(:
birthday cake was damn niceeeee! i love eating cakes:D:D
took some photos then we went after jeff with the cake
intended to smash the cake on her but in the end
it was on benjamin's face instead
he got a GREAT SURPRISE FROM US TOO(:

then played water balloons
something happened but nvm(:
but we are still sorry over it la, forgiveeee us pleaseeee
no more water balloons left and i used water bottle
demas got himself wet, totally wet okaysxz
kai jun and the rest too, all bcus of me! :D:D:D
but hey i got wet too okaysxz, damn wetttttt!

yeah this continues for hours la(:
spraying and pouring water on each other
even those who are going home and didnt bring extra clothes were all wet benjamin, kaijun, janelee, keith were all wet!!

in the end kai jun had to wear my pants home
and i had to wear the wet one after bathing too, but its okay(:

jeff, demas and i send them off to the entrance
aihua gave me a goodbye kiss on my cheek
i gave her one too, thanks sweeetie<3
walked back to the chalet with jeff and demas

yeahhhh moon that night was pretty :D:D

eh, 3 of us played 2-0-5 that game
at the end of the games 3 of us was red over the hands
then we played frog game(:
OMGGGGGGGG im always the one who lost la
in the end had to drink dont know how many cups of orangejuice:after that went up the chalet to watch the woman times(:

bathe and all, chatted on phone then went back to room
yeahhhhh i was the only girl staying over
therefore i slept on the bed while others on the floor(:
actually we didnt sleep la
switched off the lights, pulled the curtains and listened to ghost stories
i didnt know that our school had so much ghost stories

it was damn freaking scary pleaseeeeeee
all bcus of demaskohshengwei!
you know what he suddenly tapped me on my shoulders,
if not pop his head beside me and i kept screaming pleaseeeee
walao:\ scary mansxz

wait till 12am we sang a birthday song to jeff(:
and birthday bash!
everything was like so fun la
and the most impt i get to know them better
jeff, ren jie, wei jie, zhehao and shiyuan :D:D:D
actually they were niceeeeeee!

sleep time :D:D

TODAY(:
i think i cant believe i woke up at 7.40am today
damn early pleaseeeeeeee
those guys were damn annoying, goshhhh!
so we walked to macdonald which was miles away i think(:
had breakfast then walked back
oh yeah on the way we saw someone

MRS ANGELA ONG'S TWIN SISTER!
*blinks blinks*

wowwww, they were damn alike la!
we were like so shocked to see her there la

oh yeahhhhh i went back to the chalet to sleep till 10.30am
then wake up and check out of chalet
the rest went home while jeff's dad fetch us to lotone(:

bused home, bathed and changed
then went to meet up with BESTFFRIENDS(: demas and jeff too
omgggggg, i miss crystal and hui jin <3>kiss goodbye.

2006-05-30T20:40:00.000-07:00

/edited.

crystal, pleaseeee dont feel so lost okaysxz
bcus im always here for you(:
hey i miss you so much la
i hope friday comes quickly and i can see you
ahhhhhhh!
dont be sad okaysxz
you wont get lost so easily bcus you have me!!!
okays i swear i loveeeeee you(:
i loveeeeeeee my bestfriends and buddies(:

SMILE ALWAYS OKAYSXZ(:

oh yeahhhhhh im still at home(:
i gonna get going soon
i havent got any present for jeff:and its like his birthday tmr?
OMGGGGGGG!

nvm just here to sing birthday songs
yeps to jeff and my dear wanting(:

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy brithday to jeff & wanting
happy birthday to you(:

so yeahhhh i hope you guys enjoy your birthday okaysxz
friendsforever eh(:

byesxz

2006-05-30T08:19:00.000-07:00

omgggggg, i love dryshooting(:
yeah i went for shooting course in school today

at first it was like damn hot can
waiting outside istudio for mrlimjunheng to come
but luckily there was air-con inside

we had theory lesson at first
the firearm instructor was kinda of friendly :D:D
funny at times too la
but i think i dont know what's his name:
and yeah had practical :D:D
pistols were cool mansxz
and the fake bullets, i took some home(:
so we had 12 rounds each time
and for that we had twice
so in all i shot 24 times(:

we had to shoot on a paper with a black patch in the middle
and had to aim for that black patch
mine was very near, but still miss:but mrlim said my shooting was quite good
i only missed 3 times out of 24 times(:

we had another 6 more times shooting cans
oh yeah the funny part
when i shoot, a poster dropped down and hit my cans
there goes my cans and everyone cheered
they said i was pro with one shot got all cans down

LAME SHITSXZ -.-

but in the end i shot down 3(:
OMGGGGGG!

i think i love npcc more&more
im looking forward to more courses and trainings
gosh!

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WORDS TO HUI JIN(:
heysxz girl, i dont know what to say la
i dont know what happen to you these few days
it seems that you are always keeping misery to yourself
you said that its something abt 5 of us:\
but just bcus its abt 5 of us you couldnt say
still rmb we went ikea to see furnitures and all
and we were like saying which one we want for our house
bed and stuffs all(:
though you said each of us will have different lifestyle
and we will surely lead our own life next time
even if we really have the chance to stay tgt
you'll surely be the first to leave us:\
really i dont mind, even its for only one day or two
i will still treasure the times i had together with you(:
if you believe that our friendship will last long
so what's there to be afraid of?
i really had great times with you these few months
everytime im sad you are always here for me
we wrote letters to each other everyday (crystal too!)
though yours are short but it came deep frm your heart
though mine are just poems but i came from my hear too(:
rmb that time you were down i gave you a surprise?
that box of strawberry marshmallows
and you were damn touched?
though you didnt like strawberry but bcus of me
you still ate them up(: im greatly touched!
i will always rmb our deal with crystal(:
3 of us will be staying together in the future
i design the house, you pay for the cost, crystal will cook for us(:
i think you understand me more than i understand you
which seems to me that its unfair to you
so please give mre a chance to understand you more
i really wanna share my everything happy&sad with you
and i hope that you can share yours with me too(:
i loveeeeeee you more than anyone do okaysxz
i think we care and think for each other too much alr
that's why we are always sparing a thought for each other
we shall spend more time with each other during this hols okaysxz
breakfast, lunch and dinner(:
when you see this i think im at chalet already
if there's anything call me okaysxz, tkcare lots!
i loveeeeee you always, bestfriend(:

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it's really a long post
gonna pack my stuffs for chalet alr(:
tkcare people and byesxz

2006-05-29T07:16:00.000-07:00

OH IM FINALLY HOME :D:D
im crazy drawing cards nw,
for a special reason(:
yeah to cheer someone up actually

meet up with bestfriend and brother today
oh yeah both of them were late:hah i thought i was the one late at first
cos i had to walk to lotone without my ezlink card you see
and surprisingly i was the first one to reach:
saw kai jun and janelee, omggggg(:
so 'lucky' heh, joking joking!

took bus190 to town(:
had breakfast @ far east plaza kfc!
i wanted to be the first customer la
but one couple went in first:
i keep saying rainer low-class people!
then he was like -.- nothing to say
hui jin and i were laughing away like mad la(:

actually wna catch a movie
but sad to say i didnt wear my spec
so in the end didnt watch):

had wantonmee @ heeren
then took neoprints!

OMGGGGG!
the neoprints were screwed up la:damn ugly when we took the first time
then i insisted on taking the second time
and it turned out fine and nice(:

STARTSWITHGOODBYE(:

bused down to queensway shopping centre(:
wanted to eat katong laksa but too bad
someone cant eat!
so had dinner @ mac instead(:

yeah actually wanted to buy FBT shorts
but out of cash -.-
ohyeh i bought earrings and earsticks(:

then went to Ikea to shop?!
lolsxz, we went around trying the sofa and bed
sofas were damn comfortable(:

OMGGGG, i love Ikea man(:
im gonna visit Ikea often -.-
ohyeh hui jin got lost in Ikea:
bused home @ around 8plus
was like damn tired
and we didnt know how to get home
so had to call for friends:damn paiseh!

NO COMPUTER GAMES TODAY):
im busy drawing card!
:D:D:D

http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html
this is cool man(:

2006-05-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

YEAHHHH, IVE CHANGED MY BLOG URL(:
my previous blog is dead -.-
whees, i love my new blog<3

QUITPLAYINGGAMESINMYHEART(:

kh says im a sleeping beauty,
then he calls me a sleeping ugly:argh.!

i slept at 11.30pm the previous night
and woke up at 2.30pm in the afternoon
exactly 15hours, im gonna be a pigggg!

i stayed at home the whole day
like so finally la, im always out of house!

meddling with my new blog & class blog(:
layout for class blog was rather a failure la
nvm, just do with it first okays?
you know what, im beginning to love 2o3 more&more

ohyeh, im looking forward to the class outing, 5th June
EASTCOASTPARK, here i come(:
cycling and all, so cool man

finally its holidays already
OMGGGGGGGG, but mine dont seems to be like one
packed with activities la, idiotic school

i think im addicted to playing computer games(:
school tycoon, airport tycoon, zoo tycoon!
ahhhhhhhh!

OKAYS(:

im gonna get on with my life(:
playing computer games

goodnights,
:D:D:D